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Chapter 6

Sams POV

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We get to jump world in about 30 minutes, cj and Lily are up so something and it's making Kim upset. When am I gonna tell her that I like her?

I really like Lily.. But with Jc.. And Kim... That's not happening. I like Kim too. God!

We jumped and did random flips and stuff for about 2 hours. When I tried to walk my legs kept giving out. After jump world we picked up Chinese food and went to Lily's.

We got to Lily's and pulled up into her driveway. It's getting dark out so we just stayed the night. Lily is a chill girl. It sucks that I don't 'know' her that well.

I sat my stuff down on the floor and sat on the couch. Kim came over and out her head in my lap. Awwee. Lily went up stairs to get 'something' while Jc set out the food.

"Guys come eat!!" Jc shouts. Lily wouldn't come down stairs.

"Guys where's Lily?" Jc started freaking out and hesitating.

"She went upstairs, why isn't she coming down?" Kim is getting anxious.

"I'll go check on her." Jc went up stairs. And came back down 3 minutes later with a girl in his arms. Whys he carrying Lily? Ummm.,..

"Jc why are you carrying Lily?"

"She's tired"

"Oh so you carry her?" Kim.. Getting feisty.

"Um yeah. She's a princess duh!"

Lily opens her eyes and stares Jc's face. They're sooooo up to something. And I, gonna figure out what it is.

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Jc's POV

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Why is it such a big deal to Lily that were dating? Yeah I know she's trying to protect her friend... But it's hard to hold it in.. We make it obvious and I'm pretty sure they aren't dumb enough to not realize something's up.

We ate our food in silence till Kim blurted out...

"So guys.. Was jump world fun?"

"Yes!" Sam and I agreed. Lily didn't talk the rest of the night. Great...

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Lily's POV

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I think I'm gonna tell Kim and Sam about mine and Jc's relationship. I don't want to ruin our friendships together. I should probably tell Jc my biggest secret now that we're dating. Okay.. After dinner... No now

"Guys I need to tell her guys some things" I broke the awkward silence.

"Yes Lily, what is it?"

"Okay.. You guys can't tell anybody... Kim already knows my biggest secret, but she's the only one. And there's something else..."

Here I go..

"Now that we've all gotten really close and practically live with each other... You guys should know.. That my parents are dead. They killed themselves because I moved to California. My dad was a alcoholic, and my mom was a druggy. Both were smokers. I had to move here because it was as far away as I could get from Maine. They didn't know I moved out because they were on vacation" a couple tears fell down my cheeks. "After they died my house burned down which left my cat, and 3 dogs to die. My grandparents died 2 weeks after."

Soon enough I was crying.. I picked up my plate and set it on the counter and rushed upstairs and locked my door behind me. I put in my ear buds and started listening to 'Keep Me Crazy' by Chris Wallace. My favorite song. I couldn't hear anything around me. But the second I pulled them out of my ears Jc.... Was standing right in front of me with tears in his eyes. How the hell did he get in? KIM IS SO DEAD! SHE SHOWED HIM WHERE I KEEP THE KEYS! Great now I have to find a new hiding place.

"Lily... I had no idea what you've been through, I'm so sorry, I'm ALWAYS gonna be here for you, if you need ANYTHING. Call me, text me, come to my house... Anything. I will help you. I love you"

Sam and Kim must have been standing in the door way the whole time because I heard extra crying. I look over and there they were.

"Ummm you love her?" Sam said aggravated...

"Yeah... Lily why did you tell us? Huh?" I was silent. "Thought so... Come on Sam let's go"

What just happened? Did I just loose my best friends too? After everything I just told them?

"I'm so sorry Jc. Go with them.. I know you want to.." I was crying even harder. But it's rapidly turning in aggravation. "I'm so stupid. I'm such a disappointment... To everybody.. I lost all my family, and now my only 2 friends. What now? You?"

Jc got up and went to the door, and soon walked out. Without saying anything.

I just lost my boyfriend too.