Hopefully

Chapter 28

Trevor's POV

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I don't know when I'm supposed to tell them I have cancer. It's very hard for me. It's my biggest and only secret right now.

But I'm more focused on Jc. Hopefully he doesn't die. I look up to him. Without him I'd die of heartbreak.

Lily and I are hanging out today. I'm supposed to pick her up in an hour. We're going bowling and surfing.

I'd got ready for bowling and put my surfing gear under neath. It's actually quit uncomfortable. Haha oops.

Connor made me get up at 8:00. I don't know why. But he did.

I'm gonna take a quick nap.

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I woke up and looked at the time 1:47pm.

OH MY GOD! I had to be at Lily's two hours ago!

I quickly did my hair, grabbed money and was out the door. I didn't bother to bring my penny board.

I got to Lily's. she lives alone now. There was an incident that happened with all the girls. Apparently Kim and Lily were the only ones paying the bills but Kim wanted to live with Sam.

Her house is kinda big for just her. I mean her and Jc are supposed to be living there but he's in the hospital.

Life would be so different without Jc. I stopped thinking and knocked on the door.

It took a few knocks before she answered. She opened the door. There stood gorgeous, Lily.

She look so different. She had darkened hair. It's not blonde anymore. She has black makeup on. And a lot of it. She has black streaks through her hair. But she has all black clothes on and the devils necklace.

Don't ask me where the hell this Lily came from. But I'm pretty sure hell is where it's from.

This isn't Lily. Or at least the Lily I know.

"Hi!" She screamed

I looked at her in shock. She must've noticed because she looked at me confused.

"Is something wrong?"

"Yes!" I said referring to her.

"You're different. Your not Lily... Or at least the Lily i know."

"Um.. What are you talking about?"

"Goth makeup and hair, black clothes and devils jewelry."

"Well. What do you want me to be? What if you were in my shoes...? You would most likely do the same thing. I think I'm just gonna stay home.. If rather not be judged"

Well then. She closed the door before I could say anything.

Um... Okay then. I just screwed everything up.

I'm going to the hospital.

I put in my earbuds and listened to music. Why me? Why Jc? Why is Jordan acting really strange?

Ugh so many questions.

I put on "Alone Together" by Fall Out Boy. My favorite song. (Not sure if its Trevor's. but it's mine so go with it)

I was jamming out.

I got to the hospital and waiting for the nurse.

When she finally came out I was escorted to his room. He had his fourth surgery last night so he might be a little oozy.