Hopefully

Chapter 20

Jordan's POV

Kim is going out with lily today do in stuck here with Mackenzie Jenn and Lia. I wonder what were gonna do.

We'll probably go penny boarding or something.

Right now I'm the only one awake.

I'm usually not a morning person so this is weird for me. I got up and made me some coffee and eggs.

I was done eating and when I went to get up I tripped and fell. The plate broke and made a huge noise. Everybody except Cam started to wake up.

He's always tired. I'm surprised he didn't wake up.

"What the hell was that? Trying to kill yourself are ya?" Matt said walking into the kitchen.

"Wasn't trying to but I could've. Sorry I woke ya up"

"It's okay. I don't mind"

"Well I thought you aren't a morning person" I said getting up and picking up some of the pieces.

"We'll I'm not. But at least I get to hang with you"

"What's that supposed to mean?" I questioned

"Jordan... I like you... Not as a friend... More than a friend. I'm really jealous of Connor. He's a lucky guy"

My mouth dropped open.. What the hell..

"Are you serious? Your kidding" I said fake smiling

"I'm not lying. Jordan your beautiful. Both you and lily are. Well all of you girls are but I love you. Jordan you stand out from everybody else"

"Thanks." I said smiling at him. I hugged him but he kissed me and I kissed back.

After we pulled away, I heard giant footsteps go towards the door. I look over.. Connor. Oh my god. What did I just do. He glared at me, walked out and slammed the door.

Taylor just looked at me in disgust. He kissed me!!

I ran after Connor but he already penny boarded down the street I would never catch up to him.

Then I thought. Lilys penny board! I hope I don't break it or me. I barely know how to penny board. Haha. I went up and got it out of her room then took off.

Everybody looked at me like I was crazy. Then they all dropped dead asleep. Haha

I chased Connor for like two hours. I still couldn't find him. Where did he go?

I found a bench and sat there crying. Wow. I messed up. I know for a fact I don't like Matt.

"Hey you okay?" I heard a boys voice say. I look up. Nash. Why Nash? If Connor sees me with Nash he's gonna get Ben more mad. And I honestly don't think that's possible.

"Not really... Drama in the girls house. There's a lot of boys there and Matt kissed me and Connor saw it. He took off on his penny. I took Lilys since mine broke because of Trevor. And we'll I ended up here."

"Wow you have a lot on your plate. Want to go out for some coffee or lunch? Get your mind off things?"

"Sure!" I grab Lilys penny board and we start walking. We walked to Starbucks and I got mocha cookie crumble. And he got cotton candy frappe.

We walked along the beach until I noticed something. Connors penny board. I ran over and grabbed it. There was a note that read:

"Hey Jordan... I know you're reading this. I know your looking for me. I know your secret. Matt? Yeah well have fun he's yours now. Bye.

~Connor. Your Ex"

Oh my god. I ran over to Nash and gave him the penny board. His mouth dropped open and tears fell from my eyes. Where did he go? What did I do! Ugh I hate Matt now. I want to die.

"Jordan.. I'm so sorry!" He was now crying

"Lets go" I said angry. I tore off the note and through it in the garbage. I took his penny and gave it to Nash to carry since I have Lilys.

We rode back to the park and sat there in silence.

I can't believe i did that.

I can't believe he left.

Why? Why me? Why Matt? Why leave?

I felt my hand start to tingle. I look down and notice Nash's hand in mine. Okay.... Um...

"Jordan... I'm really truly sorry. If you need anything just tell me. Okay. Got it?"

"Yes." I clenched his hand. I think he got the memo that I wanted to leave.

We roads back to his house. Uh oh... Isn't Lily gonna notice her board is gone. And what about Connors? Never mind I don't even care. I have better people in my life.

We were playing XBox when Hayes came into the house with another girl. His girlfriend?

"Jordan meet my brother Hayes. And his girlfriend Carrina"

I hugged both of them and sat back down.

"Hayes and Carrina meet my fr-"

I cut him off and blurted out "girlfriend"

"Awww Nashys got a girlfriend.

Nash gave me a scared look and I gave him an assured look that I knew what I was doing.

I was gonna get even. With Connor. I was gonna make him feel like an idiot for leaving me when it was Matt's fault.

We watched a movie with Hayes and Carrina. I held hands with him the whole movie. I looked over at him and he smiled back. Aww he's adorable.

"So girlfriend huh?" He smiled.

"Yeah. Go along with it" I nudged his shoulder

"Okay. I was gonna ask you to be my girlfriend but that works too." He looked back at the movie.

"You were..?"

"Yes"

"We'll in that case... The answers yes."

He then crashed his lips into mine. He's better than Matt and Connor. He's better than them combined. And they're good. So he's amazing.

I love Nash Grier.