Our little secret

Chapter 29

Rachel POV

I sit in this really uncomfortable bed, jus thinking to myself as finn peacefully sleeps beside me in that chair. I asked him to come up on the bed he argued otherwise

He really is too big for that chair it almost makes me feel uncomfortable myself.

I think to myself about the last night. I feel a tear slide down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away. I think of who it could be because it's bothering Finn something terrible

Nothing would put it past me if finn finds out who it is before the police and he doesn't have any fancy equipment.

Im happy that we are back together again. This time is forever... I can feel it.

I rethink about what happened but I'm still absolutely clueless..... WAIT I went in a date with puck!!!!! I forgot to tell finn that

But yet again we can't go blaming people

It didn't sound like puck to be totally honest

Shit wait until finn hears.......

I try not to think about it when something clicks, I haven't told Jenna anything. Fuck I can't be bothered, I'm in a hospital with attempted murder like.....

I play with Finns hair as this always calms me down, he loves it too. Don't judge me ok.

We kinda just sit for the rest of the day until I had to get a scan done. It was to see if the wound had at least a little bit cleared up.

Finn was allowed to come in with me but he had to stand behind a glass screen. Before I went in he gave me a reassuring smile.

I smiled in return, I sit uncomfortably inside this tube thing but it has to be done

My heart was racing but before I knew it I was in and back out again Within minutes. Thank god

The doctor took me and Finn into a little room to tell us what the results were

"Hello ms berry, mr Hudson" he nodded in politement

We both said hello and waited

"Ok..... so your wound is healing slowly but surely. It may have long term affects such as urine issues" he said not looking up from his clipboard

"Is it serious?" I ask panicky

"No, just... maybe even a small bladder. And there's something else" he said making me panicked yet again

Finn was listening intently at him

"Your pregnant but it's up to you if you want to have an abortion since you know the circumstances to why your pregnant, not under your permission" he said looking at me

Shit I'm pregnant

Finn wipes his face with his free hand since I was holding his other

I don't want to harm the baby.... it's not fair

My tears start to fall

"You don't need to make the decision right now Rachel but it would be better... so the baby doesn't grow anymore. I'll leave you to it" he says before leaving

As soon as he left I start sobbing into finn chest, he runs circles into my back trying to calm me down

"I don't think I can hurt the baby's finn" I sob

"Shh It's ok baby, everything's gonna be ok" he soothes trying to reassure me

They take me back to my room and we just sit in silence for half of the night. Nobody really had the gut to talk

I had to make this life decision

I obviously don't want to hurt the baby but I got raped and he could have any disease or anything

"Finn" I barely choked out

"Hmm?" He replies

"I've made my decision" I say wiping my tears away

"I'll stand by you through anything rach" he says

"I'm getting the abortion" I say through my sniffles

He didn't say anything he just hugged me tightly as if I would disappear if he didn't

"I love you" he says kissing my cheek sweetly

"I love you too" I reply with just as much affection

He gives me a peck on the lips before saying he was going to shower before bed, by that he means the chair

I love my Hudson

Hello! Sorry I didn't update all day, I was getting Christmas stuff in. Comment what you think. Love you all 💖😘💗❤️💕💝