A love not lost |trippie redd story|

If ur happy im not

6 months later...

*midnight*
So it's been 6 months since I've been in this hell hole but it's been better since I've been dating trippie

Me, the guys, and twilight been doing good and plus me and trippie have been sneaking around. Sometimes we had sex sometimes we just played and talked but honestly this jail time has gone better than I thought

Today marks the 6th month in here now I got 6 more months to go. I thought it was a happy day but turns out it wasn't

Me and all the guys was playing in the free room when twilight came in there all dressed and a bag in her hand

Midnight- hey twi where you going

Twilight- I'm getting out my sentence is done. I did my time

My heart dropped. Me being in here without twilight will crush me

Midnight- b- but what will I do without you

Twilight- I don't know but I promise I'll see you every day

Twilight hugged me and walked out. I really will miss twilight.
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That was six months ago. It's been a whole 2 months after that happened now I got 4 months to go

Trippie been trying to make me feel better but it just made me feel worse

I've been trying to keep myself away from trippie for the longest and so far it's been working. I know I'm being selfish towards trippie and I know he trying to make me feel better but I just wanna be alone

Right now I'm in the free room and the guys walked in. I try to go out but someone grabbed my arm. I turn around and it's trippie

Trippie- don't go anywhere me and the guys need to talk to you

I huffed and sit down across from the guys and trippie sat next to me

Trippie- well I know with twilight leaving you been really distant and really upset so we might as well tell you now

I looked down and sighed deeply

Midnight- tell me what

I didn't look at anybody I just kept looking down

Trippie- we-

X- we got one more month then we're free

My head shot up at what x had said. I can't believe we've been in here all this time and trippie didn't tell me at all

Midnight- why didn't you tell me this before

I said getting angry

Trippie- I- I um I-

Midnight- no don't even bother trying to explain. you'll be free next month and I'll still be in here. I'll be here alone and on my birthday I won't get out until October I bet you don't even care
about my feelings

Trippie- That's not it I care but all I'm saying is aren't you happy for me

Trippie said holding my hand

Midnight- no I'm not if your happy then I'm not I'll never be happy

I said snatching my hand from trippie

Trippie got up and went to the door with x and ski. Before he left he turned to me as I was kneeling on the ground about to cry

Trippie- look I'm really sorry for not telling you but your really going over the top with it. I love you with all my heart and I know your hurt but that doesn't mean to be selfish and uncaring towards the people you love. I promise I'll be back and I will visit you only if you want me to. I think it's best to give each other space

Trippie came over and kissed the top of my head and rubbed it

Trippie- love you and get better baby girl

And with that trippie left, just like twilight did. I sat on the floor and cried with my knees to my chest. I cried really hard

I didn't want this to come, I didn't want things to end like this. I got up and went to my cell and cried myself to sleep not caring for anything else but how I pushed everything and everyone out of my life

I really messed up this time

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Things look bad now but I hope things get better for midnight

Oh and heads up I've got feedback and I'm making a sequel to broken soul it's called lost soul so keep a look out for it

Anyway putting this book on hold for a while so I can make the sequel

Leaving u guys with suspense like will trippie say goodbye to midnight? Will midnight ever make it out to see trippie? Will midnight and twilight come together again?

Things nobody will ever know

Anyway bye for now but I will update on Christmas then that's it so be prepared for a dramatic, rated r, heartbreaking chapter or chapters on Christmas

Bye