A love not lost |trippie redd story|

Be strong

2 months later...

*midnight*
When I opened my eyes all I seen was white

I blinked a couple of times and my vision went back to normal

I looked around and seen I was in a hospital

I tried to disconnect the machines but someone stopped me

August- don't

I looked at august and he look like he haven't slept in days

August- I have a question for you but can you talk

Midnight- yes

August- so my question is why-why did you try to commit suicide

I looked down

August grabbed my chin and brought my head back up

August- why

Midnight- because

August- WHY tell me right now!!

August voice boomed through the whole room

Midnight-because no one cares I lost all my family and everyone online hates me I'm alone so why not end it

August laughed dryly and hurt

August- did you ever think bout me liking you and me caring bout you. Your very beautiful and I like you I would love to have you stay with me and us get close

I chuckled and started to smile but I know I was hurt a lot

Midnight- please you don't mean that you only met me once and that was when you found me in a alley

August- well you need to know the different between people who love or like you and people who don't you say I only met you once but now you making me regret every meeting you your so selfish

August shook his head and got up and left

I held back my tears as I laid back down

My heart aches and my throat was starting to hurt

Midnight- I guess this is what it feels like being alone

I said as I wiped a single tear that fell from my eye

*trippie*
I was laying on the couch playing the game and thinking about midnight

Trippie- trippie stop thinking bout that bitch

I started to play the game and thinking about her pregnancy

Wait when the last time we had sex I came inside of her and then she got raped the same night and the dude came inside of her to so would my sperm get to her egg first since I had sex with her first something isn't adding up

I sat up and thought about it really hard

I was thinking so hard that I didn't notice Tasha sitting on my lap

Tasha- what you thinking bout

Trippie- nothing

Tasha- it's something if you thinking that hard I bet you thinking about that bitch

Trippie- how would you know what I'm thinking bout you ain't in my fucking body so shut the fuck up damn

I pushed Tasha off of me and left the house

When I got to twilight house I knocked on the door and x answered

X- you got some nerve showing up here

Trippie- I gotta talk to twilight

X- go ahead but I don't think she'll be happy to see you

X lead me to their room and I seen twilight on the bed sitting up staring at nothing

Twilight- what are you doing here

Trippie- I need some answers

Twilight- if it's about midnight I don't wanna here it that bitch has done enough damage

Trippie- you hate her to huh

Twilight- yeah I'm so sorry I said all that stuff to you can you every forgive me bro

I nodded as twilight gave me a tight hug

Maybe twilight is right maybe I don't need to worry bout midnight anymore

*midnight*
I was laying in my bed humming when my doctor came in

Stephen- hello how are you doing

Midnight- good enough to go home

Stephen sighed and sat down next to me

Stephen- we talked about this mid you can't go home we gotta observe you till we know your ok and you won't try to harm yourself ever again

Midnight- ok so how is your wife

Stephen- she's fine her and the baby are so goofy

I laughed

As you can tell my doctor and I have been getting close since I been in here

When I was in my coma for 2 months he would always read me stories and tell me funny ones bout his family

I have no feeling for him I only see him as a friend

Stephen- ok imma promise you something if you can show me you are happy and good then by your birthday I'll let you leave

Midnight- oh my god thank you thank you

Stephen- your welcome now get some rest

I nodded and laid down to go to sleep

*twilight*
I was in my bed laying down when x came up behind me and cuddled me

X- midnight is in the hospital again

I shrugged

X- you can at least go see how she doing

Twilight- I have nothing to say to her

X stop cuddling me and looked at me with sorrow

X- come on now she was there for you throughout your whole life, yes she made mistakes and yeah a lot has happened and a lot of people got hurt but she is the reason I have you now, she Is the reason why your not probably a prostitute by now. What if midnight dies right now then I bet you would say it's all your fault I can't believe you man

X got up and took a cover out of the hallway closet and left

Twilight- were are you going

X- to sleep on the couch maybe a little you time will make you realize reality

I rolled my eyes and laid down

I ain't never gonna forgive midnight even if she dies I wouldn't care... would I

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Sorry it's so short and so boring next chapter will be better doe I promise

Love all my readers✌🏽✌🏽✌🏽