Not saying goodbye

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A month later...

*midnight*
So it's been a month and me and trippie still haven't talked. We would see each other but look away

Today marks the 3rd month before I get out. Anyway today I was looking around for trippie and the guys so I could apologize but I didn't see anybody so I though they just out doing things

After the long wait it was finally time for mail. I never stay because I never get anything. I was bout to walk out but the guard called my name

Guard- aye Simmons come back got a stack of mail for you

I walked back and grabbed it. Most of the letters was from twilight but when I got to a letter I didn't want to see my smile faded

It was a letter from trippie saying 'open me'

I opened it and read the letter in my mind

'Dear babygirl,
I'm sorry about everything. I don't want you to think I used you for sex or anything cause I didn't I love the thought of being your boyfriend. Anyway I'm sorry for not saying goodbye. I'm free and I hope your happy for me. Now I'll be trying to get my career off the ground and when you get out I promise I'll be waiting for you. I love you and try to be good for me
-trippie'

By now I was crying. I can't believe trippie didn't say goodbye. Who could blame him I was a bitch towards him when he was trying to make me feel better but now I need to worry about getting out of here

I went back to my cell and looked at the letters twilight wrote me

I looked through the letters and there was a letter that said 'open when you feel down'

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I looked through the letters and there was a letter that said 'open when you feel down'

I opened it and read what it said

'Ok so I know your reading this cause something happened with trippie. Look trippie loves you I know he do by the way he looks at you. Jus don't give up I love you and he do to cheer up and jus do good'

By now I was laughing and crying. I love twilight with all my heart and I know she at least tried with the letters

I put the letters under my pillow and was bout to go to sleep when a guard came to my cell

Guard- midnight Simmons you got a visit

Midnight- from who

Guard- can't say just come on

I hugged and got up. The guard lead me to the visitation area and I almost broke down

Twilight and the gang was there waving with smiling faces and it made me cry so hard

I went to sit down and talked with them

Twilight- so did you get my letters

Midnight- yeah I did they made me feel so much better

X- yeah so are you sure you'll make it in here by yourself

I mean mugged him while he laughed

Midnight- I'll be alright

I looked at everyone and notice trippie wasn't with them

Midnight- where's trippie

Ski- oh he working on his career I am to and so is x

I sighed I really wanna support trippie but at the same time I want him to pay attention to me. Well I hope he makes it

I talked, laughed, and played with everyone and they introduced me to the guy I gave a lap dance to but we just pretended it never happened. They call him lil pump he supposed to be a rapper so yeah

I love these guys like their family. I could never be happier. After visiting was over I went to my cell and I was finally happy I could go to sleep peacefully knowing I got people who love me and twilight being as safe as ever

Twilight told me she staying with x so I know she will most likely be safe I seen the way he fight he put a guy in a hospital because he was looking at him the wrong way
(I know that happened a long time ago but jus pretend it's the time he just got out in jail cause of Geneva)

But as long as trippie and twilight is happy....

I'm happy

🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄

Dry I know but it's for a reason

I know I don't have many pics but it's cause their in jail so what the point of pics but I swear after this chapter the pics will be flowing in

Anyway I'm skipping the months like dis cause I want the story to move along and not drag on forever so it can seem much interesting so far I think I've been doing a pretty good job

Story is close to a stop for a while so be prepared

Bye

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