A love not lost |trippie redd story|

Theres no love without trust

Midnight apartment^^^
3 months later...

*midnight*
Yes it's been 3 months and I been really upset. I've got a good job and a good apartment and everything I need but I feel like something is missing

Trippie has been doing good with his music but sometimes he would try to apologize

I'm kinda still in love with him but I don't know if I could go with him again I'm afraid of him hurting me for like the 5th time again

Right now I'm at home lying in my bed watching tv and talking to twilight on FaceTime

Midnight- "uggghhhh I'm so bored and I don't have to go to work"

Twilight- "well how bout we go get you a man"

I looked at twilight then around on my bed

Twilight- "what are you looking for"

Midnight- "who you talking to cause I know it ain't me"

Twilight- "girl you know u need a man I'm tired of seeing you moping around sometimes cause of what trippie did he's a asshole forget about him"

I nodded. I was gonna say something else but I heard a soft knock on the door

Midnight- "hold up someone at the door"

Twilight- "I got to go anyway x needs me to help him work on his song"

Midnight- "aight bye"

I hung up and went downstairs. I looked through the peep hole but I didn't see anybody

When I opened the door I seen trippie sitting on the wall across from my door with his head in his hands

Midnight- trippie what are you doing here

Trippie looked up and his eyes were puffy and red. It looked like he was crying for days

Trippie- can we talk

Trippie said in a low whisper

I nodded and opened the door to let him in. He came in and sat down on the couch

I looked at him and he just sat there staring at the floor

Trippie- look I know I did you wrong and cheated and I know I hurt you more than once but I love you so much and your the best thing that's happened to me. I can't eat or sleep baby I need you back

Midnight- trippie I-I love you to and yes I admit it your the best thing that's ever happened to me to but you hurt me to the point where I don't know if I could-

Trippie- but you love me we could just start over and go slow I wouldn't hurt you again

I shook my head. I was about to get up but trippie grabbed my arm. He got on his knees and looked me in my eyes

Trippie- please don't go I promise I'll be faithful and loyal just please be mine again

Midnight- you talk about me loving you and us starting over and going slow but what you don't know is how could you have a relationship without trust there is no love without trust

By now I was crying. Trippie got up and sat back down on the couch. I know he was sad cause of the look in his eyes

Trippie- so you- you don't trust me

Midnight- no I don't I jus need time and you need to show me that your trustable actions speak louder than words

Trippie got off the couch. He walked towards me as I backed up