Never thought ~ Fillie

Really meeting

It was lunch, "so close to 6-7" I said worried
"Hey it's ok what are you even scared of" Caleb said nudging my arm
" I-I don't really know um let me see, THE NEW KID!!!"
"Oh that's why?
"I don't know what's gonna happen"
"Do you believe the rumors?" Caleb asked
"A little..."
"Well then good luck" he said smiling because he just messed with me and started to walk away because the bell rang
I walked all the way to the room
"Hey, it's nice to see a familiar face in the shitty ass school"
I heard a voice behind me, I kinda froze because I never was able to talk to guys
Yeah I'm friends with guys but Caleb and Gaten came to talk to me first
Noah, I just wanted friends
I look behind me, it was him, the kid who was smoking, the new kid, Finn
"Yeah I guess"
"Yeah I'm the one who asked you for the address for the school"
"Oh yeah the kid who was smoking"
"Hey, sorry I just like too" I could tell he had a sense of humor
He actually wasn't that bad
"So what class do you have?" I asked him
"Um...uh, Mr. Wheeler"
" wow I didn't know that Mrs.wheelers husband worked here too" I said
"Uh we need to pick up the paste and go"
He said while walking faster
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We got into the room
"Ok class don't take a seat yet, when I say your name say here and I'll pick your seat"
Mr. Wheeler said with a sturn voice
*person* *person* person*
"Finn Wolfhard" *here*
"Ok you will be seating, uhhhh right here"
He took a seat he looked back and smiled at me
He was kinda cute but I was little nervous still
"Millie Bobby brown?"
"Oh uh right here"
"Ok your here, I heard your the smart one"
God damn it of course he said I'm the smart one
"Your gonna be sitting next toooooooooo Mr. Wolfhard
I took a seat next to him, some people stared
I sat at the end of the table
I randomly said something stupid to him
"So your last name is kinda cool"
"Umm thanks?"
My head was immediately FML in the moment
"Your last name is kinda cool too"
"Thanks"
"Sorry I'm just so annoying"
"Well who told you that?"
"Oh...some people"
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*flashback*
"Maddie we have to leave"
"WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE SO BAD!?"
"Because I don't want you to hurt yourself"
"Oh so your calling me not responsible now?"
"No Maddie I-"
"You know what Millie, your so fucking annoying sometimes, you know what ALL THE DAMN TIME"
"I-I sorry-"
"Good thing I'm leaving you tomorrow"
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*Flashback ends*
I guess I was tearing up a little
"Millie you ok" he asked me, grabbing my hand
I kinda pull away from him
"Sorry- Yeah nobody"
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Finns POV flash back
(Basically why he started to smoke)
"Hey babe what's up"
"Babe?"
I go upstairs to hear someone kissing my girlfriend
"WHAT THE FUCK IRIS"
"OH MY GOD FINN"
"Yo dude what the fuck"
"You know I should be asking you both that"
I then tried pulling her away by her arm then she pushed me back
"How long?"
"Ever since we met"
"WHAT THE HELL LEAVE MY FUCKING LIFE BITCH"
"Hey you don't speak to her like that"
"Hey let's go I don't need him"
They leave my house before my mom got home
I go into my room I sit on the floor crying my fucking eyes out and never really got her out of my mind so I started to try to
Flashback ends
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Finns POV
"Sorry did I make you uncomfortable?" I asked her
"Oh no I just didn't know you where going to do that"
"Sorry"
"Don't worry"
Mr. Wheeler then stopped the class
"Am I interrupting something?"
"No I was asking her a question"
He then said something that I knew he was going to say
"Finn I know what you do/ did"
I then could tell Millie was really uncomfortable
She moved her chair a little and just looked at me and then I just looked at the wall
That god damn teacher of course had to say something in front the whole fucking class
Embarrassing
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It was the end of school and I was walking home
I put in my headphones and was listed too "jump out the window" by Big Sean
(I really like this song)
I looked back at the field and saw her
The smart one, the girl I kinda had feelings for
I saw she was walking home with her red head friend
I smiled
Then saw another guy (Noah)
My smile was gone instantly