The Moonlight cab

Part 3

Word count: 1029

The message sent shivers down my spine, made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, I could've stopped all of this. They could be okay right now if it weren't for me. I didn't get up out of bed for hours, those hours turned into days, and those days turned into a week. I finally got up after a week of sobbing and being depressed. I went to the bathroom to look at myself, to see my face from the incident. All the cuts had finally healed, your face didn't feel numb from the crying anymore. I actually felt like there was a little bit of life left in me. I removed my pajama's to get in the shower as one very last tear escaped my left eye. It was the last sign of sadness that escaped from me that day. I wasn't one to cry very often, but when someone you love dies, you have a right to. I had finally accepted the fact that they were gone, I had to call Garth to finish Aurabelle off though. I couldn't bear to bring myself to that cemetery. It was the one place I would never go back to, and if I ever did it would be nowhere near Aurabelle's grave whether Garth salts and burns her bones or not, There is no way in hell that I am dragging myself back there. 

"Mel, your up?" Jo questioned

"Yeah I decided that it's time to drag my ass up out of bed" I replied plastering a smile on my face

"Well I'm glad, here are some clothes you can change into" She handed me the clothes and left, to go where, I don't know, I just hope she stays safe. 

I begin to change into the clothes she gave me, a flannel, skinny jeans, and some socks. I was nice and comfy so I began watching a movie, a horror movie, of course, it didn't scare. There was your typical couple who got murdered first, then the dumb blonde, then 2 people left and 1 was, of course, the killer. Typical horror movies. I bent down to grab my bag when I saw the shirt covered in blood, the shirt I wore during the incidents. Flashbacks flooded my entire mind, Seeing the brothers getting killed replayed in my head. I stood up and washed away the flashbacks with a song.

"A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven"

I sang my heart out, all the lyrics reminded me of Dean with me, not the bad times though, the good times. Our first hunt together after he saved me from the Wendigo. Our first drink together. The day he told me how he felt about me. All the good memories came back to you. You tried to bite back your smile, but couldn't help it anymore. At least you made memories with them, you will always have something to remember them by. They will never leave your heart.

After a few more days you had decided that you were good to be on your own again so you packed up your stuff and got ready to go, you were ready to say goodbye to them. They were gone and you just had to deal with it now. Although you had your time of grief you knew things would look up and that they were in a good place now.

"Bye Jo i'm going to the mall to get some new clothes and i'll see you in a few weeks maybe okay?" I let her know that I was going, for now, I didn't know if I would come back or not, but I told her I was leaving and that's what mattered.

"Bye Mel, stay safe and if you need anything, call me or knock on the door. You are always welcome here" She replied, a tear escaping from her eye before she knew it I was out the door getting into the Impala. Jo picked it up from the graveyard while I was in my griefing state and thank the lord baby is okay, this is the only thing that makes sure my memories with Dean will never be lost, but always found. I began to drive to the mall to pick up some clothes since yet again most of mine were covered in some kind of goo, guts, blood or all of the above. I also felt as though I needed to treat myself, my only family was gone so I deserved something that would comfort me. Dean's cassette tapes blasted through baby's speakers, but this time I couldn't bring myself to sing along.

The drive was long, but I didn't care I just missed being in the Impala, though Sam and Dean aren't here, at least the memories of them are. I passed an in n out on the way to the mall and thought about eating there but changed my mind since I was only now 10 minutes away from the mall. 

Finally, I had arrived, so I looked in the car to see if there were any spare shirts, but had no such look so I just went into the mall with my tank top on and black leggings. I hadn't shopped in what felt like forever and was excited to treat myself to some new clothes. I first stopped by in forever 21 to grab some new jeans, but when I turned around from the jean rack the person I had least expected was behind me. His long trenchcoat went down to his shins and his blue tie was covered in what seemed like pie stains along with his white t-shirt looking dirtier than usual.

"Cas what the hell are you doing here?!" I questioned in a pissed off tone

"Melody, I heard what happened" He answered in the most apologetic voice that he could manifest.

He knew. He knew that they were dead.

A/N DONE WITH THIS CHAPTER