ONE SIDE LOVE [Selesai]

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I don't care, i don't care about everyone. You may think i'm selfish that i just think about myself, you can say whatever you want. I'l do what makes me happy, i'll do what makes me feel alive. I don't do orders from all of you, i'm not your slave or your maid.

Maybe you think i'm arrogant, well if you know the truth you'll be shock. I don't share my weakness to everyone else because i don't believe all of them, i'm sorry but that's the truth.

You don't know how much it's hard for me to pretend to be okay in front of all of you, to pretend that what you do to me is nothing. I can't show any emotion, maybe all of you now that i just share my angry emotion. Happiness, beautiful day or anything else, i think i don't have them.

That's what i learn, i'm an adult now. I know what's wrong or not, you don't have to teach me. You have your own life and so am i.

And i'm sorry if i can't be your best buddy, i can't be with you all of time. It's just i don't like being around, i don't like walking around too much. It's stressing me, i love being alone.