THE HEARTLESS (completed)

CHAPTER:2

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ZYMIN POV

"Hey bitch where are you? Andito na ko sa harap ng coffee shop mo" iritadong tanong ko. I hate waiting Y'know. Magiilang minuto narin akong nandito and I hate those people whom keep on looking over me.

"BITCH SORRY DI AKO MAKAKARATING I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY DAD'S BUSINESS PARTNER HINDI KO ALAM NA NGAYONG ORAS DIN PALA YUN SORRY TALAGA BABAWI AKO NEXT TIME..ERRR TINATAWAG NA KO SA LOOB BYE NA INGAT AH... LOVE YOU..MUAAAAHH!" Sya na ang nag end ng call. Tsk kahit kelan talaga. may usapan kasi kami na turuan syang mag gitara. Kaya lang ayan nanaman sya . Occupied nanaman ang oras. Whatever.

Wala akong nagawa kundi magisang pumasok sa coffee shop at dumeretso sa Counter para mag-order.

"Good afternoon mam " bati ng cashier sa akin hindi ko sya tiningnan at tumingin sa menu.

"Coffee royal? Coffee frappe? Tsk whatever... One coffee frappe" I ordered.
Agad naman nyang inabot sakin ang order ko inabot ko sa kanya ang buong 500 pesos.

"Keep the change " I simply said at naglakad na palabas ng  coffee shop at sumakay na sa motor bike ko at mabilis na pinatakbo ito pauwi sa mansion. Pabalang kong itinulak ang maindoor kung saan naabutan kong nakatayo ang halimaw kong kapatid.

"San ka galing?"

"It's none of your business"

"You are my business cause you're my sister"

"Oh really? I thought those some dirty girls are your BUSINESS and never been me" I sarcastically blurted out.

"what?" I just glared at him.

"Move ,I wanna rest and stop questioning me cause I never questioned you" at tinalikuran ko sya.

"I AM NOT DONE TALKING WITH YOU ZYMIN DARKSHIEN LAYDEROS LEE! WAG KANG BASTOS KUYA MO PARIN AKO KAYA IRESPETO MO AKO!" KAIMIN BLURTED OUT base of the tone of his voice naaasar na sya. Short tempered. That's what he really is. Magaling syang mangasar pero isa rin syang pikon.

"seriouslly? Did I heard it wrong? You said the word respect?" I looked at him from head to toe. That as if I really abhorred him. And then I LOOKED AT HIM WITH A DISGUST FLASTERRED ON MY EYES.

"Ugh! Sorry? I can't see any reason why I have to RESPECT you. You doesn't even deserved to be respected..ow did I have a sharp tongue Im sorry.Sadyang kadugo LANG talaga kita...pareho tayong demonyo" I smirked and turned my back at him.

 Before I walked out. I saw his expression sadness and pain. Yun ang nakita ko sa mga mata nya. But I don't care I am tired of living with them in the same roof and just watching their immorality at wala akong ibang nagawa kundi manahimik lang sa isang tabi.

 Now that it's too much. I need to be heartless for them to open their eyes and mind that they are such a bunch of ruthless evil. Ayoko na ,ayoko nang manahimik di ko hahayaang pati ako ay mawala.

I will say what ever I want ng hindi sila hinahayaang manipulahin ang buhay ko. Sa panahon ngayon gusto kong ako ang magmanipula sa kanila. I don't want to be left behind. Gusto ko ako ang mangiiwan. Ayoko masaktan gusto ko ako ang mananakit. Ayoko magpaloko gusto ko ako ang manloloko. Ayoko magpaggamit gusto ko ako ang manggagamit at higit sa lahat ayokong umiyak sa harap nila at magmakaawa gusto ko sila ang iiyak sa akin at luluhod mismo sa harapan ko. I wish all of them just gone. I wish them rot in hell.

At gusto ko ding iparanas sa mga lalaking yan ang ginagawa nila sa mga babae.

Lalaki sila. Madali para sa kanila ang manakit at manloko ng babae. That's why I hate them I hate guys! I hate my dad I hate my brother and I hate all boys that existing. They are all the same,pareparehas lang sila. Sa una lang magaling sa una lang totoo  kapag tumagal iiwan kalang din nila, maiiwan kalang din magisa. Boys are boys.All they want is girls' body at kapag nakuha na nila itatapon nalang nila ang mga babae na para bang isang bagay na wala ng pakinabang. Girls' are serves as their toys. They are heartless. That's why we as a girl we have to be heartless morelike we use our heart... less. Nang sa ganun mawala man sila at maiwan tayong mag-isa atleast buo parin tayo. We have our heart to be with.

pumasok ako sa kwarto, kumuha ako ng isang stick ng sigarilyo saka sinindihan ito at lumabas sa terrace ko para magpahangin. Bumuga ako ng usok habang pinagmamasdan ang paglubog ng araw.

It's been a while since I started to let you took a glimpse on my life at hindi ko pa naipapakilala ang sarili ko.
Im Zymin darkshien layderos Lee 19 years old half chinese half filipino and Im The Heartless.

I've built a wall around myself to protect my heart from more pain and damage.

And I promised myself that I won't let anyone damaged my heart the way they damaged the others'.

Ayokong matulad sa kanila.

I am not afraid,  I am just choosing what is the best for me. I am choosing a place where I am secured and safe. Love is dangerous the reason why I don't want to fall in love , so It's better to play safe.

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