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hello !!!! i haven't written here in a long time and i think i'm in the mood to write again.

first of all, i'd like to say merry christmas! i hope you all enjoyed the holidays w your loved ones and i hope ya'll enjoyed your presents.

okay, to the actual letter. i would just like to let out all my thoughts here because i honestly don't know.

it's kinda cheesy but it's about someone i like. we've mutually liked each other but now, i'm starting to decrease my feelings for that person.

i don't know, i just don't feel like i like that person as much as before. iwant to stay strong for that person, i really do but if i spoke honestly, i don't feel the same anymore.

i hope i get to solve this soon but i don't know what to do. should i tell that person my current situation?? should i keep it to myself until i decide what i really want??

if one thing i hate doing is hurting others. that person has had exerted so much efforts just for me and if i just end it all, my mind will never let me forget.

the person was such a good person to me and i admire him for that but my feelings had decreased. aaaa i shouldn't be worrying about this too much.

maybe i just need to see that person again? it's our christmas break and i haven't seen him for days.

one reason too, i'm starting to develop feelings for someone else. shsjshsh i'm so dramatic and cheesy but there's this friend that i'm starting to really like.

i haven't confirmed it yet but my current decision is to not give up on my feelings.

will try to update ya'll if i can

<3