Kellin’s Pov:
I sat there in utter shock and disappointment, I drove my boyfriend to the edge of nearly killing himself. How am I supposed to react to this, how am I to live with this. Vic is staring at me with hurt eyes, god he probably thinks im shit for making him feel this way, why does he even want to be with me anymore? These thoughts ran through my head until I heard footsteps, I looked up and Vic was gone, he walked out. Fuck, I hurt him again... I made up my mind, to get him back and forever. I loved him and I never want to be without him, I hurt the one I love so much that I owe him my life.
I got up and ran after Vic, when I got outside I saw him on the other side of the parking lot with Matty beside him. I ran over and looked at Matty who was hugging Vic tightly, I looked at him jealously and he returned a similar look, but his was disappointment. Probably from how I acted, or didn’t act when Vic told me. I motioned for him to leave and he slowly let go of Vic and got up. Vic didn’t look up, he kept crying into his legs. I slowly sat down and hugged him just like Matty did. Vic sniffled a little and slowly looked up at me. I smiled weakly at him and he put his head on my chest.
“Ill understand if you don’t want to be with me anymore, or if you don’t want to talk to me Kellin” he said
“Me?! I was going to say that to you Vic, I caused you so much pain and I don’t know if I can ever repay you for what I have done. I am truly sorry for all of this Vic.”
“It’s okay, I forgave you when we talked about it and I heard why. I just don’t know how to tell you things and when I couldn’t talk to you, or anyone else for that matter, I wanted to end it all.”
“Don’t ever end it Vic, I love you way too much to be without you. I need you in my life forever or I’ll go insane.”
“I love you Kellin”
“I love you too Vic, come on we need to get inside. It is getting late and we need some sleep. You go ahead, I’ll be there in a minute, promise”
“Oh, okay”
I made my way to the PTV bus and sat outside for a moment, thinking about lyrics that I can use to make a song. I have the lyrics in my head so I typed them out in my phone, line by line until I had the whole song. I saved it and went inside for the night. I figured I could call my band in the morning since they are in San Diego for a Vacation. I went back to Vic’s bunk and crawled in with Vic, cuddling close to him. Once I settled down with my head on his chest, I slowly drifted off to sleep.
I woke up at 9am and slowly go out of bed, I needed to make a few phone calls for later tonight. I pulled a pair of pants on and a tank top and walked outside. I pulled my phone out and called Justin. I told him to come to the lot in an hour with his guitar. I then proceeded to call Jesse, Gabe, and Jack, telling them all the same. Jesse couldn’t come so I guess we will have to make it work without him.
Time went by and Vic woke up, meeting me outside. He tried to get me to come see Of Mice and Men with him but I needed to wait for my band so I told him to go without me. Once Vic was out of eye sight my band slowly showed up, one by one. We went behind the bus and I let everyone see the lyrics on my phone. They all shared their opinions and we started to work on the music until we had it down. I memorized the lyrics already so they practiced while I went to find Austin. I went backstage and once Om&m were done he saw me and walked over.
“What’s up Quinn?” he said smiling
“I need you to do me a huge favor tonight”
“And what would Kellin Quinn want from me?” he said laughing
“Will you take a song out of you set list tonight and let my band sing one instead?”
“Why, you guys aren’t on tour?”
