Vic's pov:
I woke up to the sun blinding me, I rubbed my eyes and stretched my arms to my phone to check the time. The screen lit up and it said, 1:57, shit! Kellin and I had a concert in less than an hour! I rapidly shook Kellin til he turned to look at my phone. He swore a few times trying to get up and race to the bathroom. I decided to get dressed so I pulled on some skinnies, a key street tank, and a maroon hoodie. By the time I was done, Kellin came out with skinnies, a ptv tank, and toms. He looked so adorable. I grabbed two monsters from the fridge and we raced out the door. Kellin and I have been dating for a few weeks now. He said with us when he could but we always snuck kisses and made out when we could without interruptions. We got to the stage just in time to get our mic's on and do a sound check. While we were in the middle of our sound check, it hit me. I don't have a set list... Ummmm, I guess we can start with besitos, then disasterology, and end with king for a day. It's good to keep our older stuff alive as well and welcoming in the new so it worked. Sleeping with Sirens went on first, the did with ears to see and eyes to hear ( my personal favorite of the set list), do it now remember it later, and finished with let's cheers to this. It made sense, they picked an older song to keep it alive, and chose the others from their newer album. Kellin was perfect, his voice, his energy, everything. He made me realize that I loved him and I wanted to watch him all night. I was broken out of my thought when Kellin ran into me, hugging me. I hugged him back telling him good job, it was my turn now. I walked away from my wonderful boyfriend to take my place on stage. The stage was my home, it let me be free, to free my emotions and actions. I started singing and I got lost in the words, it was all being soaked in. I never wanted it to end. Once I was done with disasterology, I looked over and winked at kellin to tell him to get out here, he gracefully walked out and the song started. Halfway through, at the break down session. I looked back stage and I saw Alex smiling at me, mouthing good job to me. I smiled back and continued the song. Kelling caught my smile and looked to see where I was looking, he saw Alex and his face instantly became red with rage. I couldn't understand it, he was mine and I was his, he didn't need to be jealous over nothing. When he started singing again, his voice got louder and he screamed into the mic, that's when I knew he was pissed
We got done and I exited the stage opposite of where Kellin went so I could avoid his anger, I waved at Alex and gave him a friendly hug.
"Great job man. That was sick!" He yelled
"Thanks Alex! " I said still trying to catch my breath.
"So we need to hang out and plan this song we are to be doing. I want it to be done before we go on tour again this coming year."
"Alright, sounds good. I'll check my schedule and text you when I'm free, okay?"
"Awesome bud! Thanks again, it's going to be sick" he said smiling at me like a kid at Christmas time.
"Anytime dude! See Ya later"
"Adios man"
It was cool that someone wanted to do a song with me, but I needed to get writing or else it wouldn't be done in time. Kellin started walking over to Me, his face still cherry red.
"What did he want?" He snapped at me
"Nothing Kells, just to say good job"
"That's all?"
"Yup, that's all. He was just being nice, no need to get jealous." I said winking
"I just don't like him, okay? Good job Vicky, you were amazing tonight" he said sneaking a little kiss.
That wasn't going to fly so I quickly looked around and everyone left, so I pulled him in, grabbing his waist and kissed him. He started kissing back, resting his arms on my shoulders. I licked his lower lip, and he gratefully accepted. I was about to lower my hands when I heard a voice off in the distance. Someone was coming. I quickly pulled away, kellin looked back at me with saddened eyes. Alex came around the corner and almost ran right into me.
"Oh hey! Mike sent me to come get you, he said you guys had to leave, like NOW" he said
"Oh shit, I forgot. Thanks al, I'll get going."
"No problem, I'll walk you back. I'm riding with you guys, Mike said it would be best since my band is drunk off their asses."
"Sweet, party!" I stated, forgetting Kellin was still behind me. He hit my head and I about jumped because it scared me.
"Kellin, do you want to ride with us?" I asked politely
"Duh." Kellin said coldly.
So we walked back to the bus and we all collapsed in different parts of the bus. The bus started moving so I decided to take a shower. We were headed up to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania so it'll be awhile. Once I was done, I saw the cuts on my shoulder. They looked like they were healing. Just then I heard a faint voice, "Do it Vic, do it. You don't deserve Kellin, you don't even deserve to be in this band." The voice was right. I was worthless, completely worthless. So I grabbed my friend from behind the mirror and ran over my scars with the blade. The blood was rushing, it felt so good, like a relief. I knew I had to stop or someone would find out so I hid my friend in his hiding spot, cleaned my shoulder up, and put my hoodie back on.
I walked out and Sat in between kellin and Alex on the couch. Alex gave me a warming smile, while Kellin glared at him and I. I smiled at him, hoping he would be nice.
"So Vicky, want to start writing some mad lyrics down?" Alex asked
"Sure, let me grab my notebook." I ran back and grabbed my notebook when someone hit my head again. I turned around and Kellin was there looking pissed again.
"Why are you writing lyrics with him?" He spat at me quietly.
"Because we are doing a-a song, t-together.." I quietly said feeling guilty for not asking him first. But we weren't dating at the time so he shouldn't be mad.
"What! Why, what the hell Vic! And why is he calling you Vicky?!" He was angry and I didn't want to deal with this.
"Because he is my friend Kellin and it is just a stupid nickname ok, I only like it when you use it. Don't get jealous over nothing. I got to go work on this, so you can either stay back here and pout or come out and be with me." I said kind of harshly, but this was getting old. "Oh and I'de appreciate it if you didn't hit me in the head again."
I went out and Alex and I sat there thinking of what we should write about.
I thought about Kellin and I, how we were fighting at the moment and how I loved him with all of my heart but he couldn't see that. His brain and heart were fighting it out, making him blind to the love I was desperately trying to show him. "Love" I spat out. "Love and how being in love is a vicious war not only with the person your in love with but deep within yourself."
" Damn Vicky! Your a genius!"
"Thanks, I try"
I thought a little longer and then it hit me.
Hearts on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war
We go together or we don't go down at all.
I wrote it down and handed it to Alex for approval. He sprang onto me yelling, "Genius!!" I laughed and I heard a cough in the door way. It was Kellin looking at me with curious eyes, probably because Alex was on me, and apologetic eyes. I smiled at him and told him to sit by me. He sat down and while Alex was talking about something random he leaned in to the back of my neck and whispered, "I'm sorry Vicky. Please forgive me" He started kissing the back of my neck lightly so he wouldn't make any noise. It was turning me on and I knew I couldn't make any noise in front of Alex. He pulled at my jeans lightly and I wanted to tackle him but I had to restrain myself. This man was teasing me and he didn't want to do that. He was playing a game he was going to lose. I spoke up quickly so he would stop.
"Can we work on this later. My head hurts and Ineed some fresh air."
Alex nodded in approval and I ran off the bus since we stopped for gas. I went onto the roof and laid there thinking of what Kellin started. I heard someone climbing the ladder and when I looked up I saw Kellin. Before he could talk I kissed him hungrily shoving my tongue in his mouth. He didn't fight back so I pushed him down onto the bus and started grinding my hips on him. He let little moans escape and I could feel him start to get hard. I started kissing his neck til I found the one spot I knew would drive him crazy. His moans became even louder and he was definitely hard, so I kissed his lips one last time and jumped off of him, climbing down the ladder and running into the bus to work on lyrics again. This was a game I always won.
Kellin's pov:
I know teasing Vic would make him forgive me, and seeing him hold back his sexual frustration was sexy as hell so I started kissing the back of his neck while Alex was looking at vics notebook. I could tell he was tensing up so I started to pull at his jeans near his butt and that's when he quickly spoke up. He ran out of the bus, so I thought I would go apologize for earlier. I didn't see him around so I figured he went to the roof, I climbed up and saw him laying there thinking. As I was about to apologize he attacked me with kisses. His tongue was wrestling mine when he pinned me to the bus roof. It was hot and I loved it, he started grinding his hips on top of Me and I could feel myself getting hard. He left my lips and found my sweet spot almost instantly, I couldn't help but moan a little louder. Just as I was hard, Vic jumped off of me and ran inside, leaving me here, wanting more. My sexual frustration was almost unbearable thinking about what he did to me. He was so sexy and I wanted him badly. I pulled myself somewhat together and went inside. Vic winked and smiled at me. God was he sexy. I knew I started something bad, I just hope he doesn't tease me much more or I'll go crazy from all of this sexual tension that we have been keeping in. All I knew was I had to get him back, and good.
