Confused Thoughts

Confused Thoughts Part Five

Lies lies lies, is that all that my head is filled with, is lies? And not just little lies either, but the big ones, that really matter? Or are they just all goodbyes? Goodbyes that you can't accept and don't believe that are true. But let's say that those lies or goodbyes are something that really mattered, or something that I couldn't live without. Then what should I do?'

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Have you ever been in the ocean and almost drowned? Have you ever been there and felt the waves come crashing down on you and you don't know what way is up and what way is down? And then you finally figure it out and break the surface just long enough to take another deep breath before another wave comes and crashes down on you harder than the last? well that's what just happened to me. No, I didn't almost drowned in the ocean but yes, waves are crashing down on me harder and harder every time I resurface. Now what exactly am I talking about?

Well first of all, today was a pretty damn good day, there were a lot of laughs and a lot of people smiling, it seemed like everything was great and it was going to stay that way, but great things never last do they? As soon as I get happy, or too happy, another wave comes and crashes down harder than the one before, so how do I find my way out of this story mess?

Is there a way out of these story waters, or am I lost at sea forever?