Joji<3

Six Flags

So we get to Six Flags, get our tickets, and we met up with Joji's friend.
Regina.

And the first thing Alyssa says is "Thsi bitch better not be another version of you."
Me: Lyssa, be nice. She's coming our way.
Here comes the girl and Joji walking towards us.
Joji: Dream, meet Regina. Regina, meet Dream. Also Regina meet Alyssa, warning she has a big mouth and Alyssa meet-
Alyssa: I'm good. Let's go.
Me: Chill, you don't even know her.
Alyssa: I know I don't like her and how it wasn't his to bring her, or her place to come. It's your birthday, you know you like him!
Me: No I don't, and stop being loud. Let's just walk.
Regina: I can leave.
Me: No it's fine.
I just started walking, and I was kinda pissed because Alyssa is right. Why tf did he bring another girl to my birthday party?
It doesn't make sense.
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As the day goes on... it's basically me and Alyssa and Joji and Regina. We kinda separated because Alyssa was pissed at him, and I was too but I didn't show it.
We get to Jokers Jinx and I see that Joji was getting on and Regina and Alyssa did wanna get on So it was just me and him.
We get in line and it's long so we waited.
Joji: Why is Alyssa so mad?
Me: Because you brought a girl to your girl bestfriends birthday.
Joji: You're Okay with it. Right?
Me: Would you be if it was the other way around?
Joji: You said okay.
Me: I know I did but I'm asking you, would you be okay if I brought some guy to yours?
Joji: No.
Me: Why not?
Joji: Because I don't know- oh.
Me: Yea. Plus you know how Alyssa is.
Joji: Yea, But she's being over dramatic.
Me: Exactly, that's how she is.
Joji: Just give me a hug.
We hugged and once we pulled back we were close, I mean inches away close.
I looked into his eyes and got lost in them. He had his hands around my waist and once I felt his palms get sweaty do to him sweating easily, I pull him into a kiss.
We kissed for about 10 seconds and pulled back.
Joji: What the fuck was that?
Me: Look, I know I said -
Joji: Just don't talk about it. It never happened, Okay. I know it was an accident.
Hearing that hurt. I was about to tell him how much I liked him. Ever since we met and that old lady said we were cute, I've grown feelings for him. I was gonna say, I know I said I didn't like you but I don't, I think I love you, more than a friend, more than a bestfriend.
But since he cut me off, and kinda just told me how this was an accident, it made me feel like he doesn't want me back. What if he genuinely doesn't want me in that way and only sees me as a friend? What if the sexual jokes between us are strictly jokes, and he doesn't even look at me in that light? Well that's something I have to hold in til I get home.
We get in the ride and I specifically sit away from him but he comes near me.
Joji: What's wrong with you now?
Me: Hope your girlfriend has a ride because I don't wanna see you for the rest of this day.
Joji: Are you seriously getting mad because we kissed?
Me: No! I'm mad because you don't get it!
The ride takes off right after I say that, and I instantly scream out of fright.
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We get off the ride and Alyssa pulls me quick.
Alyssa: Bitch I saw and heard it. Y'all kissed and you screamed at him?
Me: I'll tell you later.
Then I feel Joji pull my arm.
Joji: Dream, talk to me.
Me: George, leave me alone.
Joji: Seriously, George? What's your problem? And what do you mean I don't "get it"?
Me: If you don't understand it than you weren't supposed to. So just forget about it. And I meant what I said, I don't wanna talk or see you for the rest of this day.
Alyssa: Bitch I can see you're about to cry. Joj, did you just ruin her birthday?
Joji: I don't know how?
Alyssa: Just go, I'm not even gonna be a bitch about this, just go.
Joji: I didn't mean to-
Alyssa: Please Joji Just go.