Maya Pov
I stood there frozen. Seeing him happy with someone as beautiful as her. A perfect smile, a perfect smile and I'm guessing since he is laughing a great personality. She was perfect. She wouldn't break him, but this would break me. I did this to myself, so I have to deal with it and use every part of me not to be a bitch and be happy for him. I love him, I always will, I want him happy. I put on a smile, and covered myself up, because my robe was becoming loose.
"Hi Paris, I'm Maya, nice to meet you."
She turned around and smiled.
"You too. Wow, you're absolutely beautiful, no wonder this dude is in love with you....wait you knew that right? Of course you did, you're holding his kid."
Oh thank goodness. This girl wasn't a way to get back at me. I mean I deserve it, but he's "Lucas the good" he would never intentionally hurt me, right?
I chuckle a little and nod.
"Thanks, but if we are talking absolutely gorgeous it's you. And I know he loves me, and I know I love him. I still don't know what I'd do if I lost him."
I look at Lucas and he stopped everything he was doing. He looked straight into my eyes, a look of relief spread across his face. He seemed glad to hear it, and I was glad to say it. If Paris wasn't here, I probably would have apologized and kissed him, by now but she is.
I had Zoned out completely and realized Paris was talking.
"Well, looks like I can't stay for coffee, so I will have to deal with preschooler without caffeine. Thanks anyway." Paris groaned and walked out.
I watched her leave, and I set Presley down and he ran toward the couch. I looked at Lucas, and he was still. Frozen. Nothing but silence filled the room, until I broke it.
"I'm sorry."
He looked at me, confused.
"You're sorry? You have nothing to be sorry for."
"But I do Lucas. The way I acted, wasn't acceptable. I love you, and I have for the past 10 years. Any situation, any person, anything, we will get through it. Nothing will ever change the fact that I love you. When you and Marley were together, we weren't. You didn't cheat, you just lied and I forgive you for that. You didn't know you had a kid, or that she was going to have an abortion. You had no control, so I can't blame you for that. So yeah, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I brought some guy over thinking I could get over you. I'm sorry for not seeing past your mistakes, and realizing that we all make them. I'm sorry for hurting you, and I never want to again. I never want to see you on top of a roof, wanting to jump. I never want to see you drowning your sorrows in whiskey. I never want to hear you crying, because you think you lost me. I will always be right here. I still want my future with you. I still want to marry you and give Presley more siblings. I want this baby girl in my stomach to have a family. I still want my life with you, because you will always be the only person I love."
Tears were running down my face. I wanted his forgiveness. I look in his eyes, the same eyes that make me fall in love every time I look inside of them. Tears filled them. He started walking over slowly not say anything. He grabbed me and kissed me. In that kiss, there was so much love, so much passion. There was everything that could fix two broken people. I never wanted that kiss to end, but it did when Presley decided to express opinion.
"Ew mama"
Lucas and I broke apart, and started laughing. I looked back at him and smiled.
"So, it wasn't all in my head? You really are pregnant?" he smiled.
I nodded.
"a girl?" he asked with tears of happiness in his eyes.
"A girl." I confirmed.
He then picked me up and twirled me around.
"We are having baby girl!" he shouted as he twirled me.
I couldn't help but laugh at his dorkiness.
"You are such a huckleberry"
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------So I might be ending this book soon. Probably about 4-5 more updates. I will be starting a new book. I find it a little interesting, and different. Hope you guys like this chapter.
