Dear Lovely reader,
Its been a while since I've written on here. But ive broken my own heart. Isn't that hilarious? Writing this down where you wont ever see this. You wont ever see how much you messed me up. How much I've been pretending that your decision didn't affect me. Id convinced myself those first 2 weeks. But the year is finishing and everything is catching up to me. Talking to others doesn't make it better. Reading doesn't make it better. Music doesn't make it better. My heart hurts so much that you didn't choose me. That you don't make an effort to continue to talk to me. Everything has changed but it hasn't at the same time. I wake up shaking at odd time at night with you plaguing my subconscious. I know you're no good for me. You don't even notice. How coule you? You never did before. I can't even cry about you properly because my consciousness doesn't let me.
Until next time my lovely reader...
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Inside the mind of a randm teenage girl
Non-FictionJust to warn you my dear reader. The thoughts and feelings written down in this book are as real as you and me...however real we may be.
