I loved you. I still do.

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-Graser's p.o.v.

I woke up with a headache. Probably from crying all night. I looked trough the window. The whole neighborhood looked depressed. Mel was the fire that kept everyone warm. The light, that made everyone see the truth. With her gone it's like there is nothing to live for. I looked in my dresser to see a box with a bow around it. I opened it and found my hoodie in it that I gave to Mel. What am I going to do now? YouTube? No. Twitter? No. Friends? Which friends? Just standing there doing nothing. They let Mel get away from me.

My eyes were puffy and red, so going out in public was no choice that I was going to make. I opened my window. The cold air hit my hot face. This is why you don't love your best friend/roommate.

I grabbed my phone and downloaded Wattpad. Mel was always using that app and reading fan fictions about me. After it downloaded I searched for one. I found one called 'Be mine'. I began reading and sure enough, I loved it. One of my favorite parts was this one.

He grabbed my hand and tucked my brown hair behind my ears. He looked in my hazel brown eyes and I looked in his green eyes. All this time he didn't know I loved him, but I did. I still do. He came closer and so did I. I want to tell him. 'I-I.' Bayani cane storming in. He quickly let go of my hand. 'Ryan. Ryan is in the hospital.'

Then it hit me. Hazel eyes, brown hair. Ryan. It was Mel's fan fiction. She wrote it. Ryan is Mel's brother. That's why she was on her phone the whole day. I should've known. She even confessed her love for me. I need her back. I want her back with me. If she writes about real life then she would give tips of where she is going.

-Mel's p.o.v.-

I was on the plane to... somewhere? And began writing again. I couldn't stop thinking about Graser, but not in the way that I love him, I still do. But more in the way that he hurt me, that he doesn't love me. Anger almost took me over but I staid calm. My head was pounding and I felt pain in my chest. We were about to take of when a tall person stood next to me. Probably going to sit next to me. I couldn't see his face yet. But I din't want him to see me looking at him. I stared back to my phone. Of to Europe.

-Graser's p.o.v.-

I was reading to the last chapter that Mel posted but still no clues. Now I know how to find her I feel better. I sat down on my chair and went to record. But when I joined the MCSG server I felt like my fans are going to worry because I normally always record an MCSG with someone else. I couldn't go on the Cube server because there always is someone on at this time. Nothing to record then.

I sat down on my bed and started to get messages from my 'friends'.

Jordan: Hey dude. You OK?

TYBZI: Sorry about yesterday. 

Julio: I'm really sorry.

I didn't even bother to read the rest.

If I just can get Mel back. I heard it storming outside. God that weather tough. I heard someone knocking on my door.

'Hello can I come inside.' A girl with white hair and purple in it stood in front of me. She looked up. 'It's raining.' 'Oh. I'm sorry come in.' I let her in. She was soaking wet. 'I guess you don't have girls clothes here since your a boy. So sorry for making your house wet.' She joked. 'O and I'm Marissa. You are?' 'Gra- Zach.' 'Zach? Cool name.' She said trying out my name. 'The rumours are true.' She said while nodding her head yes. 'Which rumours?' 'There are cute boys in this city.' She said with a smile. 'So...' I said trying to end this awkwardness. 'I'll go home when the rain stops. But 'till then? Let's get to know each other.'

We sat down on the couch. She began asking questions.

(M= Marissa, G= Graser)

M: Age?

G: 23 (I actually don't know)

M: 20

G: Favorite color?

M: Purple.

G: Green. (Don't know either but I think that he said green in his Q&A)

M: Job?

I started getting nervous. I can't just say YouTube.

G: You first.

M: (giggles) YouTube.

First of all cutest giggle ever. Second of all YouTube?

G: Same.

She smiled. She told me about her channel. She was doing beauty stuff and so on. I told her I did gaming.

'OMG! I'm going to admit. I love gaming. I play GTA and COD but I love Minecraft. Wait, I'm sorry. I'm getting weird. I do this to much.' She began getting mad at herself.

'Don't get mad aty yourself. It's OK. I like weird.' 

What the hell am I saying. I love Mel this is wrong. She stared in my eyes and the next thing that I remember is her lips crashing on mine. I pulled myself away.

'I like you and stuff, but-'

'Don't. You like an other girl. I'm sorry. It stopped raining. I had a fun time.' She ended giving me a weak smile.

'No wait. Let's forget. Maybe we could hang out another time.' We exchanged numbers and she left. I like her. But no one could ever make my feelings for Mel change. I loved her. I still do.

-Mel's p.o.v.-

I thought about Graser. I closed my eyes and it look like Graser was standing in front of me. He grabbed my hands. I wanted to go on and forget him, but I couldn't  'I loved you. I still do.'

-Graser's p.o.v.-

I was laying in my bed imagining Mel in front of me. 'I loved you. I still do.' Mel is my everything. She is the one person I live for.

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So do you liky? I hope you liked the twist though. ILYSM. Even when there are not to many of you (You can change that by sharing BTW) I love you. So robots be ready for anventure and love and meeting people, family drama all that jaz. Just be prepared. Say bye bye robots. Bye Bye.

 

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