broken

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I woke up very early to try and find a job,I went to most of all hospitals in Philly but none hired me,I wonder why!I had two last hospitals to go to but because it was late I have to go home and comeback tomorrow.

**skip the ride home***

I reached home tired and angry I cant believe that no hospital can take me in,God what did I do to deserve this?the bell rung and I went to open and guess who it was!!it was two love birds,one my bestfriend another her husband or wife I don't know how to differentiate who's,wife or husband.

"hello love birds what brings u two here this late?I asked

"we were in your hoods and we came by to say hello,we figured you'll be home since it's late"Nancy said

"and I wanted to know about the interview,how did it go?"Ella had to bring it up,after all she is canella why wouldn't she!!

I had to answer that or else she will not get out of my house,don't get me wrong I want them here but I had a long tiresome day that I needed a long cold shower and a nap to refresh my mind"they all denied my request,they didnt even bother to look at my cv they just told me that they didnt need more workers and that they were removing a few from those they had too"I said it like it was nothing but ella knew me very well she jumped at me and hugged me,this is the beauty of having a friend,this girl made me feel secured and protected I loved her,she whispered sweet words to me,and it kinda worked cause I started relaxing from her comforts.

In less than a minute or so I was left a lone,I went straight to the bathroom for a long shower.

I was drying my hair when I hard footsteps,my mom was home. I went downstairs and hugged her.

"I missed u mom"

"me too,but baby is there something wrong?you look pale!what's wrong?"

I wanted to cry but I had to be strong and tell her what happened today

"none of the hospitals accepted me!"saddeness all over my voice,I felt like crying.

"come here honey,you gonna pass through this,okay,did you go to all hospitals??"she asked concerned

"am left with two hospitals I will head there tomorrow"

"ok then did you have dinner?"

"no mom I don't feel hungry,I need to rest,goodnight mom,love ya"

"love you too honey"

And then I disappeared to my room i went straight to bed. I didn't check my fone cause i was really tired.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm i quickly went to wash up and getting ready for the day

After getting ready i went downstairs to find mum and my brother eating breakfast, i had no time for breakfast so i grabbed a sandwich,kissed both of them and went to my car, i started the engine and headed for the hospital direction

In not more than an hour I was to the first hospital between the two,I went in an found a brunette girl on the reception,I greeted her and told her that I was looking for a job,she asked me for my cv I gave it to her,she checked and after a while she told me that they didnt want more midwives that they had enough,I didnt know what to say after that so I thanked her and went straight to my car,I was really broken, why can't anything work my way?but God damn it I still have hope let me just try the last hospital,only God knows how much I don't want to be disappointed,but who knows let's try this one out.

I started the car and got out of the parking lot,I headed to the last hospital talked to the man I saw there but the answer was the same,God what should I do? Why does the things have to turn out for me like this?what am I even going to do home?watch tv?I had a lot of questions that needs answers.

But who knows my be a little alcohol will do,it will awaken my senses right?. In not more than 30 mins I was in the club downtown,I had three glasses of beer and I felt like dancing,when I was about to hit the dancing floor I hard my fone ringing,I answered without even checking the caller ID

"hello"

"lin were you at?its late and u aren't home,your job interview is already done by now and u are in a lot of noise,are u in the club?"it was my caring bestfriend,she figured cause of the loud music,but now I really didnt want her to play as a caring bestfriend that she is,I want her to leave me a lone and let me have fun,for once in my life.

"Ella go away,I want to enjoy while I still can,while I still got money in my pocket"I felt like crying by the thought of my job.

"you are drunk aren't u?which club are u at??I will come join u.

"don't think of talking me out of drinking cause I want to be drunk,and take a cub u will drive ok!!"

"ok,now tell me the club"I told her the club and I went to dance.if you would tell me that I would be dancing drunk in a club a month ago,I would tear u apart and throw your pieces to my dog,but now am doing so,things can change in only a blink of an eye.