Reality is fake

We'll be alright [Ace + pan]

A/N: Hi again lol. So this is just made up at 1 AM. I'm sorry for my grammar but since english is not my native language I guess you kind of can't blame me? I've just learned for 4 years. 

Also WARNING: Abuse, pansexual and ace phobia (that is probs not a word lol). 

Jax grabbed my ponytail and yanked it backwards. It felt like my neck was going snap and I stumbled back so I wouldn't fall.

"Let go please!" I begged as I tried not to scream out of the sudden pain.

"Oh you don't like that, do you? Fucking fag!" He said angrily as he grinded against me. His left arm was around my throat putting pressure on it making me gasp for air. His right arm held my hips in place. I breathed out a silent "Please let me go". Jax seemed to catch it and his movements became angrier and rougher.

"What did you say? Why don't you like to have a guy on top of you?" He screamed right in to my ear. I flinched and at the same time his hips bucked violently against me. I tried to escape just to being slammed down on the cold marble floor. I hit my head first and I swore I could hear my nose bone crack. I screamed out in pain as the blood started to stream out of my nose. The tall guy went to sit on my back which made me scream out again. The pain was unbelievable and I felt like I would pass out at any moment.

"Disgusting. Fucking disgusting. That's what you are!" Jax said with a dark voice in to my ear. I breath shakily trying not to cry. Jax grabbed my hands with force and held them with one hand against my sore back. The other hand was used to slam my head once again down at the floor. I felt my chin crack. Jax hopefully had enough as he pulled himself up. I rolled around so I was laying at my back. All the pain made it so much harder to breath. Just as I thought I was fine and free from anymore punches today I felt all the air leaving my body. Jax just kicked me in the ribs. I opened my mouth gasping desperately for air.

"I should fuck you just so you get over that stupid "ace" phase. It would be nice torture for you. You could stop thinking about girls also." He said and left. I couldn't get any air because my ribs hurt to much and I was beginning to hyperventilate. I started to have a panic attack. Just as I thought I wouldn't survive this the door was opening and a taller girl came in. I could hear from far away her screaming my name and trying to get in some form of contact with me. The next thing I notice is that she is cupping my face and kissing me. I hold my breath and starts shyly kissing back. I open my eyes and realize it's Paige O'Neill. She gently pulls away, still holding my face. I slowly start to drift of to sleep and unconsciousness.

"Hey, hey!" Paige speaks softly and slaps my face lightly so it doesn't hurt, just making me aware that I can't fall asleep. "Addison, I need you to say awake, okay? I'll get you to the hospital." Paige spoke with such a comforting voice and I just nod weakly. She pulls me to her lap and I just lean against her.

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And this is where I am now. In the white hospital rooms that always make me wanna vomit. It's still being dark outside since it's still night. I can't sleep because so many thoughts are swimming around in my head. Paige is sleeping in the chair next to me while holding my hand loosely. She argued with me until she could stay with me until I get out of the hospital. I will get out in 6 hours, meaning it's 4 AM. Me and Paige are hopefully dating now but I don't know yet. My dad disowned me after finding out that I'm pan and asexual, and I quote, "[dad] don't want my kid to be mentally sick! Get out of my house!". My mom shouted at him to take his stuff and "get the hell out of here" and he did. Paige is squeezing my hand softly and mumbling something like "I won't let you get hurt anymore." and for the first time ever, I feel that everything is going to be alright.