Trigger Warning: attempted suicide...
Drarry Muggle AU Harry gets sexually abused by his uncle after his aunt dies and wants to kill himself but Hogwarts High bully, Draco Malfoy, stops him and helps him get better. *Dudley is different in this story. He's skinny, with brown hair. He helps Harry with he injuries he gets from Vernon.
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Harry:
Maybe if I off myself everyone's life will be better, Uncle Vernon won't have to live with a freak, Dudley won't have someone following him around at school, Malfoy will have one less person on his list to pick on... I'll be free from all the pain.
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Draco:
Where's Potter? He's never late for class... I hope he's okay ... "Oi! Dursley! Where's your cousin?"
"Why do you care, all you do is pick on him! What he ever do to you?" Dudley sneers back.
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
Harry:
Harry climbs up the stairs to the roof of the school. The bell rings half way up. 'Oh well, no one will notice me here anyway...' but someone did...
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it, I know it, I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
Harry:
Harry stands at the edge of the building and looks over... 'This is it Harry, all the pain will end.' Harry thinks to himself leaning forward, until a pair of arms grabs him and pulls him back.
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind