Because you liked words more than me
Because I believed you and I don't believe anything or anyone ever
Because it's been six years and nothing's changed
Because I hate you and I hate myself
Because I thought the anger had gone away
Because I thought the sadness had gone away
Because I thought I was just empty now
Because I'm unable to focus on anything
Because everything I do feels selfish
Because my every thought feels wrong unless it revolves around you
Because I wish I could stop living this way
Because I lied and this is the only way I know how to live
Because I lied and I've stopped living a long time ago
Because I miss you even though you're still here
Because I'm tired and exhausted and I wished writing this down could mute the voices in my head
Because I know nothing will change but a girl can wish
But I'm not a girl anymore
But I don't have the ability for wishful thinking anymore
You killed me
I'm dead
Are you happy now?
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