My Sister's Bestfriend

Am I dreaming?

I pull open my locker and scan around for my art supplies and my clothing and textile book, because I have Visual Arts and Clothing and Textile first thing in the morning. Thank God I don't have much classes with Jaylen today. Oh...I have English and Inte. Science with him. Ugh..

It kills me to be away from him, but I gotta do what I have to do. Guess I will be invisible to him, today.

I walk swiftly to my first class, not looking back nor at the sides of me.

I hate walking by myself, but I guess I'll have to get accustom to it since I don't have anyone to lime with. I haven't even seen Amy and the other boys for the morning.

As soon as I arrive to the Art room, I find a seat that is closer to the window, because the place is kind of hot, and I need some fresh breeze.

Other students come walking in, while I take out my art supplies and put them on the table.

"Okay..." Ms Anderson trails off while finding her way to the front of the class. "It's good to see that some students already prepared themselves for class, which is good. Unlike the others, who are sitting down like big stones, looking around like they don't have anything to do. Anyways...Today we will be learning about Gesture Drawing, and at the end of the first period, you will begin a little art piece for me."

After an hour of having fun, I find my way to the cafeteria (to buy a drink) before proceeding to my next class, which is Clothing and Textile.

I peep in the classroom to see another class in there, so I decide to sit on the banister until they are done.

Instead of sitting down and doing nothing, I take the time out to think a little, and ask myself some important questions.

Do I really love Jaylen? Not because how fine he is, but do I love him because of the good heart he has? Yes, I do.

Will I let Tessa get in the way of my love for him? I guess so, because I already did.

Does it seem like Jay knows that I love him? Nar, because I haven't tell him anything about my feelings. But when I told sis yesterday that he was focusing on Tessa and not me, she said something about Jay knows I like him and this is how he's going to deal. Something like that.

Do I want to share it with him? Nar...I'm too scared. And I'm also scared to get in a relationship with him, because Tessa would just ruin everything.

And again, will I let Tessa get in the way with this? No! I will NOT let her do this. Yay...the confidence, Amelia.

Do I want Jaylen to be mine? Yes I do, I want him so bad. But how can I tell him that? Or show him?

I breath off heavily, getting the thoughts out of my head.

"Come inside guys," my clothing and textile teacher, Ms Blake instructs, so we all gather by the door and enter one by one.

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After lunch ends, I walk to my locker to grab my afternoon books, and move quickly to class so that I can be early for registration.

If you're wondering what I ate for lunch today, I ate a cheeseburger and french fries at Burger King and drank an Oreo milkshake. It is kind of a long walk from the school to there, but I really wanted a milkshake, so I had to go. And yes...I went by myself. Amy was busy doing her SBA for one of her science subjects, which I think is Biology, so yeah. And...I didn't have anyone else to go with, because she is the only one I depend on to buy lunch with now.

I finally make it to class in time, so I sit by myself and rest my head on the table until Ms Taylor arrives to class.

She takes the register and starts our English class. Ms Taylor teaches several subjects, they are: Spanish, English, Integrated Science and two more.