.:Closer than you think:.

Chapter 8 hangovers and realisation

~Kim's POV~

I woke up in my bed with a pounding headache. When did I go to bed? I don't even remember leaving the party last night. .

There was a thundering knock on the door "shut the fuck up" I yelled. Dean opened the door and placed a cup of water and a painkiller at my bedside. "Thought you might need this." Dean said softly.

Oh Dean how I love you. "Thanks." I whispered back." So did you enjoy last night?" I asked Dean." Well it was okay you certainly didn't seem to enjoy yourself to much." He replied. "Oh shit what did I do?"

When I'm drunk my conscience, human dignity all go out the window and I do some stupid shit. I can't handle drink at all." Well honestly it wasn't as bad as usual. Nothing compared to when you lit some girls drink on fire cause you taught you would wanna have a firework display." He shrugged." That's good to hear. What did I do?" I asked

"Well you asked me where Luke was and I told you he was on his date you burst out crying and interrupted this couple snogging to cry on their shoulders." He explained.

Oh yeah Luke went on his date last night. I knew he had but hearing Dean say that made my heart ache a little. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it.

"Where is Luke?" I said trying to snap myself out of my day dream. "He's on the couch for some reason." Dean said tilting his head to one side.

Wait why would Luke be in his bed? was some one else there? who else was there ? was it a family member? was it ... a .. girl?

I slowly pushed my self out of bed trying to keep focus on where I was going. every step hurt my head a little bit. I gently pushed pass Dean and opened my door to see Luke on the couch. His hands covered his face and his hair was all messed up. He only wore his boxers and a tank top.

I couldn't help but just stand there and take it all in. Luke is so beautiful. Even when he's sleeping he is gorgeous.

"What are you doing?"Dean asked noticing me staring at Luke. "Nothing Im just wondering why the fuck Luke is on the couch." I nervously coughed. "Suuree." He said raising his eyebrows.

I rolled my eyes then began to approach Luke's tan motionless body. I pressed my delicate hand onto Luke's muscly hard arms.

No response.

I pushed him again."Lukkee." He moved his hands from his face to in between his legs exposing his perfect features. I laughed as he looked cross as his eyebrows pointed down. "Lukey Lukey, time to get upp." I sang.

His eyes gently fluttered open. His expression went from angry to confused then happy. He smiled up at me as I smiled back down at him. "Morning." I said "Morning." He said in a husky morning voice. "Why are you sleeping on the couch while you have a perfectly fine bed?" I asked

He looked at around at his surroundings and realised he was indeed on the couch. "Oh yeah Leah, the girl I was on a date with got a little bit tipsy so she asked if she can stay here. So she slept in my room." He explained.

That bitch is here right now? Ill kill her I'm strong enough to throw her out a window lets go bitch I'm ready. Well not right now because my head is banging but I will get you...

Wait what the fuck am I saying. It's not like me and Luke are together and I don't even know the girl she could be lovely for all I know. "About that how was it?" Dean asked pushing me aside. "Did you.. you know?" Dean said with a wink. I felt like I was gonna get sick.

"Unlike you I don't have sex with someone unless I feel like I truly like them."Luke replied causing me to sigh with relief.

The three of us turned our head towards Luke's door as the handle turned. The door was then pushed open to see a young skinny girl with one of Luke's tops on. It was his pewdiepie top. It was huge on her. She looked about 5"3 or 5"4 smaller than me in anyways as I'm 5"6 and is much smaller in comparison to Luke as he is 5"11. She had small eyes and small lips and a small nose too. She also had short wavy hair that reached a little bit passed her shoulder. She was olive skinned.

Her small lips stretched into a huge smile showing how perfectly straight and white her teeth where. "Good morning." she said to us all. Oh lawd she has dimples can she get any better. I smiled politely at her and looked at Luke and Deans expressions. Luke's expression was neutral. Deans was more sexual like he was ready to get in bed with her.

"By the way Luke I didn't have any thing to wear so hope you don't mind me wearing your top." She said innocently her voice was so sweet and high. "Don't worry it's fine." He said back. She walked over to us "I'm Leah you guys must be Dean and Kim?" She said. "Yup hey Leah." I said while Dean was still staring at her. " You know I could lend you something to wear if you want?" I suggested. . She giggled "Sure its better then walking home in men's clothing." She giggled. "Ooh no ill drop you home ." Luke protested. "Are you sure?" she asked. "Of course." he laughed. She went over to him and kissed him on the cheek. He blushed.

I felt like a dagger went into my chest. I felt like I was drowning while everyone around me was standing there breathing and loving life. I found myself literally falling on to the couch. Dean rushed to my side "You okay?" He asked. "My head is fucking spinning" I said clutching my head. Dean turned towards Luke and Leah "she's hungover." Dean explained.

"You should probably rest." Leah said. "I will once I get you some new clothes on." I joked. "Okay." she said. She followed me into my room.

~Luke's POV~

I'm so confused. I hope Kim's okay. "Luukkee dude. Leah is soooo fine." Dean said. "Is Kim okay?" I asked "Yeah she's fine why?" Dean said cocking his head to the side. "Well I mean she did just fucking collapse on the couch so I would wanna know." I said lowering my voice. "Jesus she's fine Luke, okay?" Dean said putting an arm on my shoulder to calm me down. "alright." I said in reply.

I went over to the kitchen and Dean followed. He closed the door "So Leah, what's she like." Dean asked. "Well she's pretty and nice but I mean we don't really have a lot in common." I shrugged. "No no no." Dean said face palming."Shes gorgeous and you gotta give her a chance. At least kiss her and if you don't like by the end of your next date you can make her hit the road." Dean explained. "Okay." I then began to make breakfast.

~Kim's POV~

Leah and I entered my room. Leah closed the door and I made my way to the wardrobe to try pick out some clothes. " Kim?" I heard Leah call. "Yeah." I answered. " Do you think Luke likes me?" She said while coming closer to me." I wouldn't know."I lied. I would I just wish I wouldn't. I wish I could be as clueless as she is but Luke will probably tell me. " Of course you would." She said a little less innocent this time. " Your his best friend and you like him so for you not to know would be fucking ridiculous." She said now quite angry.

I didn't say anything. I just looked at her. I did like Luke. I like the way he knows how to make my day, I like the way he feels when he hugs me, I like the way he laughs when I tell him a joke, I like the way we spend our quality time together by either watching videos or playing the Xbox. Yes I like him but I wasn't ready to say it to any one yet.