Alice P.O.V
After I had taken my shower, then we were all sent to our rooms. Kendall told me that he's already hurt me twice as much as the girls. So he's not gonna do anything to me, if it was a relief.
"Sit" Kendall ordered, I quickly sat down on the bed and he grabbed my left leg. I started at the floor as he chained my ankle.
"Don't feel lucky..I didn't do anything to you..not tonight" He looked at me and Kendall laid me down on my back. Then put his mouth next to my ear.
"There are Plenty other nights to have my fun" Kendall whisper shivering, then he bit my ear with his fangs and sucked a little blood. Kendall left door after turning the light off and I only had the light, when the sun was barely shining out. How can he think I can sleep? Not right after what happened to me and that poor woman today? James and Kendall abusing me! Were the other girls abused like me on their first time? Did they get throw, slapped and kick over and over ten time? I can cry my heart out, I made little whining noise and just sobbed. I felt like my whole world just vanished that. I would never be able to see my family ever again.
Out of all the other people..why me? I see a lot of perfect girls at my school, they deserve this more than I do! But why? Why do I have to watch my own brother be brutally murdered? His throat torn open? Please tell what I've done to deserve this?! I mean what the hell..I didn't do anything, well except for Kendall's hating things🙄 know what..fuck it, I don't care what Kendall said..I'm gonna sing a song.
Help!
I need somebody
Help!
Not just anybody
Help!
You know I someone.
Help!
...
When I was younger, so much younger then today..I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured..now I find I've changed my mid and opened up the doors
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down...and I do appreciate you being round.
Help me get my feet back on the ground, won't you please, please help me.
...
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways.
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure.
I know that, I just need you like I've never done before.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down...and I do appreciate you being round.
Help me get my feet back on the ground, won't you please, please help me.
...
When I was younger than today..I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured.
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down..and I do appreciate you being round.
Help me get my feet back on the ground.
Won't you please, please help me.
Help me, help me.
😀 haha..what are you gonna do about it, you fucking blood sucker vampire. If you don't like it..oh well you have deal with it...oh yeah I hate this place and I hate your fucking attitude Kendall...🙂🙁 but I do want to go home really bad😔😢. I want to be able to wake up tomorrow in my own room to see my mom's joyful smile and the smell of pancakes greeting me🤤 My dad messing around with me, calling me his little girl..and Bonnie who stands up for me every time from his friends saying something about me.. Him calling me his little nerdy sister, and to call himself my guardian angel...why must I stuffer like this, I had a great life, how come..this had to happen? What happened to this world? Who would've known monsters could existed? Especially vampires?
"I am gonna be one of them" I said out loud. I was looking down, my head buried in my knees and my hand through my hair. My tears dropped and landed on my dress.
"I just wanna go home😢" I whispered.
??? P.O.V
I stood in the darkness of the hallway outside of Alice's door hearing her crying, I listened to her thoughts.
"I am gonna be one of them" She said quietly, I felt my heart drop.
I promise you Alice..I won't let them change you 😔
I glanced at her window, feeling my eyes glow. She looked up and I closed my eyes, walking away as the sun followed my shadow.
