change | lai guanlin

NEVER

PARK YURI

"I'M GOING ON MY WAY"

i guess it's true that all good things must come to an end. because you left.

the next thing i heard? you were dating another girl. i gotta admit you were compatible with each other. she was equally as notorious as you. she belonged to a different set of gang but i don't know– and i don't care– what happened that your gangs joined forces. is that what you call it?

you promised not to drink anymore? yes, you had stopped while we lasted. once i was gone, you were back to normal.

i didn't know change lasts a few weeks. you stared drinking with your friends again. and did you learn to smoke from her? why do i even care, right?

but nowadays, why do you always look sad?

"WHY IS MY HEART FILLING ITSELF WITH YOU AGAIN?"

i saw you everyday. it didn't affect me at all– or at least that's what i convinced myself.

until i came to your house for a group project. the memories came up all of a sudden. that dining table where i had dinner most of the time since we studied at your house. your bed where we used to take a nap together.

our group members had even wondered how i knew exactly where the restroom was.

i saw you everyday. and maybe that's mainly the reason why i couldn't get you out of my head the whole time since you left.