LAI GUANLIN
"THIS DOESN'T FEEL REAL"
it certainly doesn't as i see you in the party. from what i know, you don't enjoy parties. it's merely a class party but i'm still surprised.
"YOU'RE JUST PERFECT, IMPOSSIBLE FOR OTHERS TO SURPASS"
my eyes can't leave you. my girlfriend is sitting beside me but why am i distracted? we had nothing but why do i feel like i'm missing something?
my girlfriend offers me a drink to surely intoxicate me. you told me to stop, but you were never really mine.
"EVEN YOUR GAZE ON ME FEELS LIKE A WASTE"
you keep looking at me. why? i am silently hoping: do you perhaps care for me?
there are too many unexplained eye contacts between us. you deserve so much more. don't waste your gaze on me.
YOU ARE READING
change | lai guanlin
Fanfiction"i didn't know change lasts a few weeks." -wanna one, lai guanlin. april 2018.
