I'm sorry
That when I said I trusted you
I lied
I'm sorry
That when I said I was fine
I lied
I'm sorry
That when you asked whey I got my scars
I lied
And I'm sorry you believed me
Because you were not able to find the truth
And I was not able to say it
You would've tried to help,
I know.
But I know the truth would've hurt you too
And I can't hurt you
Just as I can't trust you
Or anyone.
Life taught me that people are selfish
And there is none more selfish then I
And since I'm selfish
I will keep all this pain
To myself
And if anyone asks I am fine
Just like you are fine
Just like the boy in the back of the class
Is fine
And I'm sorry
I keep all this to myself
But I have to
Because I'm selfish and rude
And I don't trust anyone
And you can't trust me
Because nobody can trust me
And I wish it weren't true,
But I know.
I know I'll hurt you
Maybe not today,
But someday
So I have to push
Push you away
Push everyone away
So you don't cry
For me
Or because
Of me
And I know it will happen
So please,
Please
Stay away from me
And don't ask
How I'm doing
Or why I seem to be extra clumsy today
And please
Let me go
You don't have to try
So hard
I'm not worth it
Save someone worth saving
And not someone
Who will hurt you as well
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Clinomania
No FicciónInternal screaming now externalized, and for your viewing pleasure. Now contains: Fangirl shit Possible short stories LOTS OF PHOTOS AND EDITING STUFF loadssssss of random facts Me being a random ass person Me probably never updating Random st...
