Chapter 2

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  • Dedicated to Joanne
                                    

(Author's Note: This chapter is dedicated to my bestest friend in the whole wide world Joanne (her middle name) I am using her middle name cause of privacy reasons and I don't want some creeps stalking her. She told me to update so I guess I will thanks for the 14 WHOLE views on my book!! I'm ecstatic that people actually took time to read this 😄😄😄 even though it is not amazing! It's so crazy to actually know people are there! Anyway here is my chapter.......

I woke up to sharp pain in my stomach. I quickly clutched the bed sheet and covered my naked body as I ran to the bathroom. The toilet was in reach and when I had hold of it I emptied the contents of my stomach inside it. The familiar pain shook my body as tears seared down my face. When it was over I fell onto the floor of the bathroom and started crying, a silent, terrifyied cry. I forced myself of the cold,hard floor and I started looking for my blade. I hovered my hand over it and slapped if down as if killing a fly. The cold metal felt soothing in my hand as I snapped it open. The sharp blade slashed my wrist in one swift movement. Red poured out. The numbness was now replaced by a consoling pain as the blood slid down my the sink. I felt the adrenaline after seeing my blood oozing down into the drain; I was at my high and for a second all of my worst nightmares disappeared into the drain with my blood. All I could focus on was my wrist.

(Author's note: I know it is a very short chapter but I am still debating whether or not to carry on with this story I want to do it but I don't want my hard work to go to waste. What should I do?)

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