Chapter 4

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Authors note: I am writing this in the middle of a lesson lol my teacher hasn't noticed yet lol.

I held my breath as the footsteps came closer."You know that little bitch,ariana?" Jenette said. my heart stopped why is she talking about me, I shouldn't listen, what I don't know can't hurt me.I covered my ears. "I can't believe she had the guts to talk Jai in English." I heard her say. Yes, I put my hands down, only because I was curious, I swear. You know what they say curiosity killed the cat and it killed me all right.

"I hate her so much I swear I could never be friends with a loser like her!" she exclaimed. The knife in my heart torturously twisted and I could feel a huge lump in my throat."lets just go I can't waste anymore breath on that little bitch."

I finally let out the breath and tears I was holding back. I cried and cried for about 30 minutes and didn't realise I had missed most of my lesson until I finally left the stall.

Staring at my reflection I let out my feelings the only way I knew how. With a blade. I slit my arm and I watched my feelings pour into the sink. My reflection was nothing but broken. I was broken. My life is broken.

My hands felt for the locket my dad gave me before he died. As I opened it memories came flooding back. It was a picture of me on my dad's shoulders in the woods. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I laughed so hard while he chased me through the autumn leaves. One of the best days in my life....

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