I can't
I want to but I can't
I promise I have a reason
So many reasons
None of them are good
And I'm sorry
That I hurt you
I know I hurt you
Don't deny it
I know because I hurt me too
I wish it hadn't happened
Never happened
Well, not never
Maybe when you're better...
You were always good
Too good
Perfect
And I was perfect too
Just not the right kind of perfect
For you
I want to say something
Anything
Apologize
Make sure that you're ok
Are you ok?
It's so hard to not think about you
I feel bad when I don't worry
Something nags that as soon as I forget
You'll be gone
I've seen you smiling since
I glad you're happy
I don't have to feel as guilty for being happy myself now
I wish that I could stay
Watch you from the shadows
Stay in the background so you don't see me
I promise not to touch
Everything I touch breaks
Every tear I shed sends a ripple across time and space
Fracturing the laughter
Freezing the sparkle in your eyes
Will I make it worse
If I let somebody else have a turn with me?
I'm not yours anymore
But I wish I was
Truly I do
But in my daydreams
The arms that snake around my waist and hold me close
Are a darker shade than yours
The collar bone I want to run my lips across
And the chest I want to bury my face in
Are above my head
The face
However
Still seems to belong to you
And this time
I might break three hearts
Not two
