A Rambling Place

New Year's Cabin Fever

I feel pretty awful right now, but I'd like to discuss things that are happening in the New Year. 

I hope to make a friend, any friend, because lord knows nobody likes me currently. I want to go outside. The feeling of losing the most vibrant years of my life to loneliness and fear has been over my shoulder for months, and I desperately want it to end.

I've made negligible progress towards finishing that first little book of mine. Too much of my time has been spent on Jazz. I have, however, made pretty decent progress writing poetry. I have no idea what's going to be finished first, if anything. There's still time for me to go for a walk. I can still go outside today. I don't know if I will, but I want to.