VoIcEs
I know I haven't done anything.
But the tears just wont stop.
What's a lie?What's true?
You can't always keep me at bay.
One day, You wont get away.I had you when you were younger,
I'll have you when you're older.
You can not escape me.
I live in the one place
You are scared to be.The place you are weak.
Your mentality.
You think you are strong.You think you are safe.
But you've forgotten, I own this place.
My own playground.
Oh how I love the twist
and turns.
The ups and downs.
You wont believe the things I've seen,
The things I've created.
You will always be fat.
You will always be weak.
You will always be afraid.
And that's what I love.
You are afraid to love.
You are afraid to feel
You are afraid to trust
You are afraid to everything.
You haven't even told him about them.
I know you won't tell him about me.
Are you scared?
I know you are.
He'll know your secret.
He'll know you're crazy.
You don't want him to know.
To know that you still try to cut
To know that you are broken
To know that you are weak
To know that you are pathetic
A pathetic anorexic that just can't cope.
No matter what you do, I will never let you go.
I taught you
I taught you to steal
I taught you to keep quiet.
Best of all,
I taught you to lie.
You lie about being okay.
You lie about feeling love.
You lie about everything.
Sweetheart,You will Never be okay.
You will never find someone.
You will always be alone.
You've known this since the day we met.
You will always cry instead of fight,
You will always submit.
You don't want them to know,
The reason why you are so guarded
The reason why you are so quiet
The reason why you are so weak
The reason why you are so pathetic,
But the truth is,
You are too afraid.
My pathetic anorexic child,
You can never get rid of me.
Even in death, I will be apart of you.
That can't be true.
I am not afraid.
But they can't know.
He can't know.
They'll look at me differently.
They'll try to fix me.
I know I'm strange,
but i'm not insane.
You are right.
I just can't cope.
Night after night,
water falls from my eyes
I try to muffle the sound as i cry
Even when my eyes are dry,
I still continue to cry.
My heart may not be whole,
But it is pure.
I can't fight you,
I know that's true.
But the lies you have told me
are embedded within me.
I will never stop trying to get away from you.
They may never know the truth,
and they don't need to.
As long as i appear okay
YOU ARE READING
A Caged Birds' Thoughts
PoesíaThis book will contain a lot of words and emotions that I will probably never say aloud. But a written word, is better than an unspoken word. These poems are written in no particular order