Warning: you see Lucifer , triggers maybe , slight depression!
You had been with the Winchester ever since your parents died when you were 7, they where helping John with a hunt and things went south and the creature killed your parents. You became there adopted little sister after that . You seen everything they went through, you fought with them, you've seen how they acted when the other was in hell or worse.
But you've also shared in there happy times . You couldn't help but want to protect that happiness, you wanted to take away all that pain that they went through just to see them happy just one more time , to see them not to worry about anything else that came there way . So , when Sam got worse from seeing Lucifer you gave no second thought to take on his pain. They had given so much to you , a home when your parents died, and a new family ......you wanted to give back. So when Dean found Castiel and was about to take on Sam's pain , you saw Lucifer a spilt second and made a deal for you to take him as your problem. He happily excepted....
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNINNNNNNG VIETNAM!" You woke up , in the hotel room you and boys shared. Lucifer sat on the edge of your bed with a wicked smile on his face, it has been 6 months since you made the deal and your still not used to his antics. Lucky for you the boys weren't up , and you glared at him for waking you up but sighed and decided to get ready. "What I don't get a hello?" You rolled your eyes and got your clothes and went to the bathroom. As you showered the water turned to a red , it soon smelled of iron you quickly got out a towel wrapped around you as you screamed. You then heard laughing you to see Lucifer sitting on the sink, you glared at him and the door busted open . Dean was there with a gun "(y/n) you okay ?" You nodded "y-yeah ....thought I saw a spider that's all sorry ." Dean rolled his eyes "just hurry up , some of us also like hit water too while we shower."and he left closing the door . "Wow, I mean that wasn't even my best , nice lying by the way ." You looked at Lucifer "can you go so I can change ....." he smiled and vanish ......well not till he made you see cockroaches on your clothes ...
*time skip*
You were in the back seat with Lucifer poking your cheek for the past 8 hours . You wanted to cry , but you kept a stiff upper lip and felt with it . For them , remember your doing this for them ...Lucifer smiled "Awww your so cute. I bet you fell really proud of yourself." You said nothing . "Just let it go Sam. He's gone nothing to worry about." Dean said . You now payed attention to there conversation. "That's the thing dean ! He vanished , Cas even doesn't know where Lucifer went." You paled . "Sam just be happy he isn't in your head ." Sam sighed and looked out the window. "Hey (y/n) you okay? You've been really quite back there." You smile "y-yeah I'm fine , just tired I guess." Lucifer at this time decided it would be fun to make you see your dead parents. "You sure?" You took a deep breath as you saw your parents, "yeah , why would I lie to you guys ." You said trying not to take notice of your parents shredded body's next to you . "Okay ..." and everything went back to normal ....well not for you . Lucifer smiled taking note of your discomfort. "What I thought you'll like to see your parents again..." this lasted for the remainder of the drive.
*major time skip because I'm lazy
It's been what ? A year now ? So far you have not told the guys anything about the deal . That fact that your still getting away with it was a shocker for you , but you had your own battle wounds from it . Depression was one of them along side some self harm , I guess it was one way to tel reality from imagination like how Sam had his hand thing . Lucifer was still a dick but had formed some type of a bond with you now so the torture had lessened , he was very surprised that you lasted this long without telling the brothers anything , heck he was surprised that everything he did to you hadn't turned you insane , he would comment that Sam wasn't as brave as you , because you lasted a year and he only lasted a couple of months.
"Wake up .....wake up ...wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up WAKE UPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!" you groan pulling the covers over your head . Lucky for you, you and the brothers got separated rooms in a hotel. "Lucifer .....I swear to your dad I'll kick your but if you don't leave me alone right now ." Lucifer just made spiders in your bed and you get out . You glared at him and he smiled . "Dick ." You said getting your clothes "Asshole." You went outside and knocked on the guys door. "Come on open up lazy bones ."the door opened and two let you in . They were talking about a case when Crowley showed up along with Castiel. "Ello boys and girls." You waved as the guys went defensive "what's going on here ?" Crowley looked at Castiel "you want to tell them or should I ?" Dean , Sam and you looked at each other , dean spoke first . "Tell us what Cas ?" There was one thing you notice within the couple of minutes Crowley and Cas were there ....there eyes never left you . Your heart beat quicken as you paled "remember when I said that Lucifer complete vanish from Sam's mind . " dean nodded along with Sam , you on the other hand were panicking , Lucifer saw this and held your hand "hey it's gonna be okay ." You couldn't say anything , but you were happy for his words . "Well Cas ? What's going on ?!"
You went to put your hand on Deans shoulder to stop him from getting angry "you guys know huh ..." both Cas and Crowley nodded, you sighed feeling the eyes of Sam and Dean on you . "I guess the jig is up ." You looked at the guys and sighed . "(Y/n) what's going on ?" Sam asked , Crowley stepped forward and put his hand on your shoulder "I believe our little friend here knows what happened to the devil himself, yes ?"you were looking down not meeting there eyes "What do you mean ?"dean asked but then Sam realized what they were saying "(y/n) ....do do you see Lucifer?" Deans eyes widened, you looked up with tears in your eyes "please ....let me explain."
You sat all of them down and explained everything. "W-when ...Sam was getting worse from Lucifer ....Before Cas to take his place I made a deal with him .....set Sam free and he could torture me all he wanted ." Sam looked guilty and Dean looked pissed "why ?" Dean asked , he looked like he was trying hard not to get mad "Why do you do that." You looked down , Lucifer sat in the middle looking at you and smiled "go on and tell them (y/n)." You sighed "I did to pay back everything you and father had done for me . He could have left me at an orphanage but he took me in as one of his , I grew up with you guys .I just wanted to help ." His anger vanished at your words , Sam looked to you "and you never said a word?" You nodded "Well it was hard to deal with him ....but it's been a year, he kinda grows on you ..." Lucifer looked at you , you looked at him "is he here right now ?" You nodded "yes, but he's fine ." He smiled "I'm letting you go (y/n)..." your eyes widened "w-what!?"
"What going on ?" They asked "he says he's letting me go ....he's setting me free ..." Lucifer then put his hand on your forehead. A light came from you "(y/n)!" The lights stopped and you opened your eyes .....no Lucifer ...he was gone . "He's gone .......I can't see him no more ....." Everyone sighs a sine of relief, Castiel went over to you an checked you, he nodded confirming to what you said "she right. I don't sense no presence of him in her mind ." You didn't know what to feel at this moment, sure he as a lot to deal with but ....you kinda felt empty? But you kept quiet. "But where is he now ?" Sam asked . This question was on every one's mind where is Lucifer
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