My Daily Struggles A Black Veil Brides Fan Fiction

Chapter 3: Who The Hell Are You?

l walked behind  the theater and entered through the unlocked back door. l looked around the empty back stage for a place me and Sakiya could sleep. l found an air duct that l could acces and put Sakiya inside. "You need to be quite ok baby?" l said to Sakiya and then l walked to the front of the stage.. A random idea to start singing popped in my head. Well why not there's no one here. I approached the center of the stage and started to sing. “I had enough it’s time for something real. Don’t respect the words you’re speaking. Gone too far. A CLONE!!!!! So how does it feel to know that someone’s kid in the heart of America has blood on their hands fighting to protect your rights while you maintain a lifestyle that insults this family’s existents. Well, where I’m from we have a special salute we aim high in the air toward all those pompous asses who spend their days pointing fingers. FUCK YOU!!!!” I screamed/singed as loud as I could.

“Hun, how about some singing lessons?” Some male voice said. I quickly grab the knife out of my backpack and jumped off the stage. He then got up and started to approach the stage. Using my excellent night vision I quickly ran up behind him and put the knife to his throat. I could feel long, straight hair. “Whoa, no need to get violent.” “Wait! I know that voice your Jinxx from Black Veil Brides.” I said then removed the knife from his throat and put it in my sleeve. He then turned around and faced me. “What are you doing in the theater?” “Urm, long story.” “Well why don’t we go outside so we can properly meet each other?” “Ok. But I need to grab my dog really quick.” “Dog?” “Another part of the long story.” I responded while he followed me to where I put Sakiya.

“Hey honey. This is Jinxx, Jinxx this is Sakiya.” “Hey puppy.” Jinxx said and then we walked outside. “So you never told me your name.” “Oh! My name is Volttoria Sullivan but you can call me Volts.” “Nice to meet you Volts.” “Sorry about holding a knife to your throat.” “No biggie. You didn’t kill me.” “I was about to.” We laughed for a second or two then Jinxx spoke up. “So why were you in the theater with your dog?” “Well me and Sakiya ran away from home and we were going to stay the night in the theater.” “Why did you run away?” “I have a very unsporting and criticizing mother and a father who is never home to stop her.” “Wow, that’s tough.” “Yah.” “Well why don’t you stay at my place?” “Really?” “Yah, I bet Sammi wouldn’t have a problem with it.” “Omg. Thank you so much!” I then hugged Jinxx. “No problem.” He said then led me to his car. I put Sakiya in the back and jumped in to the passenger seat.

 “Just wondering how old are you? Most likely all the guys will be at my house and Ash will try to make a move at any pretty lady he sees.” He said as he stated his car. “I’m 16, and don’t ask for proof that I am because I don’t have any.” “So your 16 and don’t even have a permit?” “Yah. I was deemed mentally insane. So by law I can’t get my license in the state of Arizona and rest of the 49 states” “Arizona? Whoa, you’re far from home.” “I am clearly aware of that.” “Did you have any siblings?” “Yah, a sister but she’s 17 so she can take care of herself. She already has job.” “Really? What does she do?” “She works for a secret service that lets teens fly fighter jets for the government.” “Wow I didn’t even know that existed.” “It does. I’m hoping that there is one of the head quarters here so I can get a job.” “Wait are you sure you will get the job? You’re not allowed to drive a car.” “Car, they didn’t say anything about a jet.” “Hmmm, sounds reasonable.”

 We then pulled up to his house; there were a lot of cars outside. I got out of the car and grabbed Sakiya and fallowed Jinxx inside. “HEY!!” All the guys yelled as we walked into the living room. “Guys this is Volttoria Sullivan and her dog Sakiya.” Jinxx address me. “Hi. Hey. Sup.” I heard the mixture from everybody. “You guys can just call me Volts.” “And one thing Ash, 16.” Jinxx said to Ash sternly. “Fuck!” Ash yelled. “Follow me, I’ll show you your room.” Jinxx said to me as he walked towards the stairs. I followed him up the stairs and through the hall. He opened the door to the left for me and I went inside. “The bathroom is accost the hall, just so you know.” “Thank you so much Jinxx.” “No problem.” He said as he left the room.

The room was very nice, it was steam punk themed. The walls were all black with some gears here and there. The beds frame had gears, nuts, and bolts on it and it had a black bed spread. On the night stand was a lamp with a lamp shade that looked like a top hat with gears, clock hands, and miniature bottles with cork caps. Lastly there was a black dresser with Victorian style knobs.

I put my back pack on the bed and took the leash off of Sakiya and set it on the dresser. We both then headed down stairs to where all the guys were. I noticed Jinxx was not in the room. “Must be talking to Sammi.” I thought to myself. I sat down next to Andy. “I like your name it’s epic.” He said. I blushed and looked down. “Thank you.” I responded back at him. “What really confuses me is why you’re wearing a hoddie in the middle of summer.” “Oh, it’s to hide this.” I said and pulled out the throwing knife concealed in my sleeve. “Whoa. Nice throwing knife.” Andy said to me. “What do you need that for?” Jake asked nervously. “Well you can’t just wonder the streets without a weapon.” I responded back. “Very true.” Jake said. “So what are you doing in L.A.?” CC asked. “Ran away from home.” I answered. “Why did you run away from home? Was it to see me?” Ash asked. “No.” Ash pouted after I said no. “It was to get away from my unsporting, criticizing mother.” “Wow that’s hard to live with. What about your dad?” Andy asked. “Never home. Always worked away from home.” “How did you deal with that?” CC asked. “Friends and my sister.” I said hiding my arms out of habit even though they were covered up. It seemed that Jake noticed my movement. “I have a feeling you did more than that.” It looked like Andy, Ash and CC were catching on to what Jake had said. “May I see your arms?” Andy asked and I slowly gave them to Andy. He rolled up my sleeves to reveal the millions of scars that accumulated my arms. There were about a dozen fresh ones that I did when I was packing to run away. Andy lightly ran his hands over the cuts to tell how deep they were. Just then Jinxx walked into the room. I looked over at him and my eyes filled with tears. I quickly pulled my arms away from Andy and ran upstairs and locked myself in my room and sobbed into my pillow.

Jinxx's P.O.V

I walked into the living room after talking to Sammi to see Andy holding Volttorias arms. I then noticed the millions of scars and cuts on her arms. I stood there in shock. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes then dashed to her room. “Dude, did you know this?” Andy asked me. “I had no idea. I somewhat suspected something when I saw her in a hoddie.” “Bro, what are you going to do?” Ash asked me. “I’m going to go talk to her.” I said and started walking upstairs to her room. When I reached the door I lightly knocked on it.

Volttoria’s P.O.V

As I was sobbing I heard a soft knock on the door. “Volttoria may I come in?” Jinxx asked. I slowly got up and opened the door and wiped away a tear. Jinxx stepped inside and closed the door as I went and lay on the bed again with my face in the pillow. He started to rub my back. “Are you going to be ok?” he asked with softness in his tone. I nodded with my face still in the pillow. “Will you promise me that you will stop?” I looked up at him and nodded. “Ok then, can I have your razor blades if you have any and your throwing knife?” “Ok.” I responded, handing him my throwing knife and then going to my backpack. I grabbed the only  razorblade l had and handed it to him. “These are all I swear.” He then pulled me in for a hug and I cried into his shoulder. He stroked my hair gently. After sitting there for about five minutes he put his hand on my chin and lifted my head up so that I was looking at him. He wiped away a tear that was rolling down my face. “Do you want to go back down stairs?” He asked. I nodded at his question and he wiped away some eyeliner that was under my eyes. He got up and offered his hand to me to help me up. I took it and he helped me off the bed and then let go of it. He opened the door for me and I followed him.

We walked into the living room to see all the guys in a circle playing truth or dare. They all looked at us and I smiled a little. “Hey guys want to join us?” Ash asked. “Sure. Whose turn is it?” l responded to Ashleys offer. “Andy’s.” Jake answered. “Ok, CC I dare you to kiss Volts for 5 minutes with tongue.” Andy said. “Fuck you Beirsack.” I said. “He has to do it Sullivan.” Andy said. I frustratedly sighed then went over to CC. We crashed lips for longer than 5 minutes. It wasn’t that bad because CC my favorite member only because he’s a drummer and drummers are awesome. We finally broke after CC threw his shoe at Andy. I crawled back to my spot while wiping my lips. “You’re a good kisser.” CC said. “Uhhh, thanks I guess. I played trombone for 6 years.” “Ooooooooo.” Ash said. “Shut up Purdy.” I snapped at Ash. We played truth or dare for another hour then all the guys went home.

I went upstairs to my room. I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste and went to the bathroom. After I was done in the bathroom I went to my room and turned off the light. I lied in bed wondering if I should tell them my secret.