The Blue Bean-{Crankgameplays/Ethan x Reader} :3

Chapter 16

WARNIN PPL!  Self harm is in this chapter, so please, if you are sensitive to this topic, DO NOT READ the chapter. 

Ethan's POV:

We were all sitting on the couch, watching Frosty The Snowman. Y/N had snuggled up to me with a blanket on top. My dad looked over at us and yelled, "GET A ROOM!" He and my brother started laughing. Apparently, Y/N had been sleeping, and she shot up. "HUH? WHAT?" She yelled. I joined in on the laughing. My mom punched dad's shoulder. "Well look at that you woke her up." Y/N yawned. "No its... fine.." She smiled. "No, I'm sorry Y/N." My dad said. "I'm actually going to uh, head to the bathroom, if you don't mind that is..." Y/N played with her thumbs. "Oh yes darling, its completely fine!" My mom yelled. Y/N hurried off. My mom smiled at me. "She is a keeper, Ethan. I'm extremely proud of you..." I smiled. "I'm just glad I found her when I did..." I thought about the first time that I met her. 

Scars all on her arms

Wrists

Legs...

She was so innocent. She doesn't deserve any of this... 

Y/N's POV:

I grabbed my blade from in my bag, and ran into the bathroom. I started to breathe heavily. I checked the article on my phone again. He was in prison, and he would want revenge... My stuck up, ex-boyfriend... would come for me... I just know it... I lowered the blade onto my wrist. 

One.. for all my poor choices while dating him...

Two.. for actually loving that piece of shit...

Three... for not escaping from his grasp any sooner... 

I washed the blade and the blood from the knife slowly disappeared into the sink, swirling down and disappearing once again. I wrapped my wrists in the rest of my bandages. I packed the knife back into my bag before returning to the happy family. 

--Time skip brought to you by BAGELS!--

Me and Ethan walked into our surprisingly warm room. Ethan shut the door behind me. He pinned me to a wall. I winced from the pain on my wrist, but I tried not to show it. He pulled down my sleeves to see my wrists in bandages. "Baby girl... Again...?" I sighed and pulled away. I sat on the bed and put my head in my knees. He rubbed my back. "You kept away from that for so long... what brought you back to it now....?" I shook my head. "Tell me babe... Please?" I shook my head again. "Tell me, or else, you know, you're gonna get.. punished." He coughed on the last part so no one would hear. I was tempted to say no, but, I wasn't In the mood. I showed him the article. "Relax... we're in Maine. He's not gonna come here. I wont let anything happen..." He kissed me and moved down to my neck. I inhaled deeply from the pleasure. "Why don't you get some rest..." Rest does sound good... I put my head on the pillow, and Ethan started to sing a lullaby. My eyes got heavier, and heavier, until I finally fell asleep.

Ethan's POV:

I grabbed my guitar. It would be nice to just, get a LITTLE practice. I decided to just do a singing livestream on Facebook or something. I played several songs. And then, before the stream ended, I decided to sing a certain song that I thought they would like. "Alright, I have a big announcement video tomorrow, so watch out for that shit. I wanna sing one more song, and a lot of you should know this one." I started playing the music. 

White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste

Lights gone, days end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

And they say
She's in the class A team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
'Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside, tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly, for angels to fly

I sang the rest of the song, and ended the stream. I turned around in my chair and saw Y/N sitting up, covered in blankets. "E-Ethan..." I sighed. "Get back to sleep... I'm planning on telling them about us tomorrow..." 

HI. Me, @pleaseburn and @Rosythethree are making a writing team! Well so far its just me and pleaseburn cause, rosy is being a bitch and not responding XD But uh, if you wanna join, Just tell me about yourself and what kind of stories you like, and what kind you LIKE to WRITE about. We'll check em out, I doubt i'll get any responses cause, the chat in this story is quiet as fuck. ALSO! Idk if I mentioned this but fuck it. I made a new Crankgameplays x Reader called "How do I live?". Its kinda decent. So, if you wanna check it out, ya can. well. 

bye XD

~Mercy