Your POV:
I kept running down the sidewalk, shoving past men, women, little kids too. I didn't care. I just had to get out of there.
The nightmares, are all his fault. It's true, my innocent, sweet boyfriend is a demon. I cant believe it. He's just someone I used to love, but, now he terrifies me. He's a monster, and nothing can change that.
Every word I heard, most likely yells of protest and hatred of the people I shoved down, were just slurred. The main thought on my mind, was why he didn't tell me.
We wouldn't be here now if he had just told me when we started! It fucking pisses me off!
Did he just not trust me? Am I not good enough to be trusted? Was I just, not enough for him? No, I cant say that... That box he was holding... What if it... No, it couldn't.
I hate him. I hate him, I hate him. That fucking monster, that abomination... That piece of shit, it's terrifying... (quite terrifying, yes, all shit is terrifying)
Why cant my life just be normal again? Why cant I just be with a normal, non-rapey, non-demon boy?
I was taught under one system. The grass isn't greener on the other side. I think im on the other side. My neighborhood is amazing, don't get me wrong, it's just, nothing is always the same here now... It's different. Probably cause of that sack of shit demon.
God, why did things have to change..
_______________________________________________________________________________this story is a piece of confusing, stupid shit. why are you reading? why is this at 1k? why are people commenting? why is this story going farther than I expected? when I first wrote this, I had no idea what I as doing. I had no plan for this. my happy fat ass just decided to make an ethan x reader. writers, are proud of everything they make. I hate this story. im not proud. it's just shit I throw together when im bored. I didn't expect it to get this far, but that wont make me proud, and it's still shit. im still thankful that you guys spend your valuable time reading this, and commenting. it does mean a lot to me. I'll do a Q & A, and a face reveal for 1k, so yaaaaay, kill me. let's do this!
________________________________________________________________________________Favorite Band? - Panic! At the Disco, My Chemical Romance, The Wreckage
Favorite Book? - Children of Eden By Joey Graceffa
Favorite Song? - You're Gonna Live Forever In Me - John Mayer (Ethan sang this song, I'll put the video to it in the beginning)
Where Do I Live? - Tennessee! Im a dumb little Tennessean girl.
Hobbies? - Writing, Gaming, Roleplaying (Not, the smexy kind, alright? don't get your panties in a bunch xD)
Mental/Medical Conditions? - Depression, Social Anxiety, Asthma
Favorite Food? - Fucking Takis bro, like YES.
Looks? - kill me
Age? - Im not in my 20s, I will tell you that XD
Name? - Sydney. Shitty, right?Anything else to say? - IM SEEIN DAN AND PHIL IN NASHVILLE ON THE 8TH OF AUGUST, SO SUCK IT XD
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Thanks for all your help during this story, and it is gonna end soon. Anyone who has any ideas for a second one? I'd love to make a sequel with fans. It just sounds like a good idea. :) IM MAKIN A SEQUEL, AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME, CAUSE I'LL BE PROUD OF THAT ONE (If someone writes it with me so I cant fuck it up that is)
Thanks for 1,000 reads! Bye!~
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