Damara

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Request made by leviathan_tears a lyric chapter. Carl along with Damara are gonna be aged up to 15.
Song is Born to Die by. Lana Del Ray








Damara p.o.v.

Why? (hey, man!)
Who, me? (alright!)
Why? (hey, man!)

I have been with this group for as long as I could remember. If it werent for them I wouldnt be alive now. I have to be most greatful for Glenn He has been like a big brother to me and he is the one that found me. And one other person. My best friend since I met him and the one that was most there for me besides Glenn When Sophia died. Carl Grimes.

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh, my heart, it breaks every step that I take

Now we are in Alexandria and it hurts seeing my best friend and sorta now crush like another girl since the moment we got here. For him to look at her in a way he has never looked at me.

But I'm hoping at the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets, is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine?
It's like I told you, honey

From the moment we stepped through the gates I could tell something was gonna be different but I was sad to see the thing that was different was mine and Carl's relationship and not in a way I would hope. If our relationship changed I was hoping for it to become boyfriend and girlfriend but that's not what's happening.

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough

He's never around anymore and hes always with Ron or looking for her. Dont get me wrong I would have loved to become friends with Enid but I can't help but feel hurt when I see her. Its like I'm looking at someone that has the one I want.

I don't know why
Keep making me laugh – Let's go get high

She has long lose brown hair while I have black hair that us always tied back in a messy ponytail. She has green/blue eyes while I have Gray ones. She's the opposite of me in appearance.

The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Carl and I arent close anymore because of her. We use to laugh on the streets all the time and make jokes and now I walk alone. I feel like ive been abandoned again.


Come and take a walk on the wild side
L

et me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

Before I use to be a scared little girl who would alwyas be by someone side not wanting to be left alone but afet the CDC incident I grew tougher and became what everyone calls me a tomboy. I dont mind it because that's who I am. Someone who can get their hands dirty and isn't afraid of adventure but I can be serious if people want me to.

You like your girls insane
Choose your last words, this is the last time

And because if my personality I have realized Enid is almost identical to me personality wise. She isn't scared to go over the gate and get out there. She's serious when shes here but I have seen her acting childish at times.

'Cause you and I, we were born to die

That's what scares me. The gate and Carl going out there with her. No one knows they do that. Well other than me. I'm scared they could grt killed out there and I could never see Carl again.

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