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Baby Negan |part 2|

Guys........ I...... I....... I-I just can't........ C-Carl....... This episode..... Season 8 Episode 9 Honor....... Carl....... Judith crying...... The hat. I was crying the whole episode. They..... Carl

spoilers right here. He shot himself so Rick and Michonne wouldn't have to. And the final scene. Negan saying hi to Judith. Omg. And Carl was the one who had those future visions not Rick! I loved and hated this episode! I cant stop crying though. Spoiler over.

Ok enough with that... Enjoy this chapter.

Losing the prison was hard. It was the first place I had felt safe in in a long time then when it was gone I felt lost again if it wasn't for me finding the others at Terminuse I would have been lost all over again. Losing Beth, Bob, and Tyreese was hard on all of us. I was do upset about losing Beth. She was the best friend I could have asked for. She was honestly to good for this world. I felt bad for Maggie. Losing the last of her family and it beung her own little sister. I know how she feels though I lost my dad.

And that's another thing. Losing Hershel. Its Still Unbeleavable how we all go through this yet We keep going. Rick says we are going on for them that we are surviving for them but its hard. Sasha I think was one of the ones greatly affected. She lost her boyfriend then her brother. I cant imagine how horrible that would feel. I mean me thinking I lost Carl and everyone else I was broken and I couldn't see myself living any longer but I did and I ended up finding everyone.

I know that if she goes on she will find someone to make her happy again. And we also got our new members. Abraham, Rosita, and Eugene. I like them. They're interesting. Oh and we also got this guy named Father Gabriel I'm still not sure in him. Sure he kept us safe in his church but.... I don't know there's something about him I still dont quite trust and its not his damn creepy smile! Now we're here in Alexandria. Well we are about to enter. I'm kinda feaking out about it. I looked over at Carl who was staring intencly at an abandoned house. "Babe you ok?"

"Yea. Yea I'm fine. Didnt you see that?"

"See what?"

"That girl."

"There's no one there..." I look to where be was looking yet I still don't see anyone. I shrug and moved Judith to my other hip since she got pretty heavy since the prison. "God I need to get you a stroller..." She giggled and I looked at the gate. It looks safe but I'm not sure if I trust it. I mean ever since Terminuse. Then I heard kids laughing. This... This is different. This could be our safe place....

Waking in we had guns pointed at us and I was quick to get my gun out a long with everyone else. I was high on guard looking around but still keeping my aim on the guys holding the guns on us. "Put the guns down." I was in awe of everything here I wasnt paying attention to Rick. "Y/n! Put your gun down!"

"Oh-ok I'm sorry Rick. I was looking around..." He gave me a reassuring nod and we walked with the men in front of a house. They all kinda look the same to be honest. I stood next to Carl still holding Judith in my arms and continued to let my gaze wander the place. I saw Carl looking up at a window and lightly put my hand in his shoulder. "You ok?"

"Do you see her?" I looked up at the window and saw nothing. I shook my heas and he looked at me. "She just moved but there was someone there."

"I believe you Carl. Here take Judith for a while. My arms are getting kinda tired with her being heavier than when we were at the prison." He chuckled and took his baby sister out if my arms.

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Alexandria has been great. Right now... Not so much... Carl keeps going out the gate with Enid and I cant help but wonder if He likes her more than he likes me. And now with the whole whord of walkers. This is just kinda frustrating.