Chaos Of The Mind

Pagє 2

After a minute or so the bus stops letting on a group of teens and a few kids get on they walk towards me one of the girls in the group yell "Hey cunt get the fuck out of my seat!" I roll my eyes and stand up moving up two seats. But before I do so she grabs me by the shoulder "Don't fucking rolls your eyes at me you puny little bitch" And spits in my face, I glare at her and pull out of the grip she had on me, I sit back down and put in my headphones once more, after abit I start to doze off but before I do the bus stops once more letting on one of the smartest boys in town Alec Blue, I've known him since well Kindergarten, me and him were always best friends. Until he became...more known and popular, after that we became more distant and really don't say anything, there's the usual howdy or hi but that's it, I look to my phone and try to pretend I'm not there but then all of a sudden I see him sit right by me I don't think he noticed I was there because he mostly had his nose in a book. I tense up and the sudden discomfort and miniature anxiety attack I was having, Usually people don't sit by me, most of the time they would think or whisper gross seeing me pass by, sometimes when I would wear something flashy or show a bit of my shoulders I would always hear the same threat of being dress coded. You could look at a girl with the same exact outfit being just regular no one bothered her, they would even compliment her. I'm just one of the many people being outcasted and shit no one wants a person like you around blah blah blah. Sometimes I think that I was just put in the wrong place at the worse time, this world is cruel in its own way. As I get deep into my thoughts I feel a poke from someone and finally snapped out of it only to ram my head into Alec's chin "Oh my god! I am really really sorry!" I panic and rub my head at the really sharp pain I was feeling I've ran my head into a lot of things but this was different way different, it made me feel a dizzy when I hit him, he wipes his chin and lets out a chuckle "It's fine, are you okay you seem a bit umm woozy" he looks at my head with concern"Y-Yeah, I'm fine" he grins "You sure kinda hit with all your might there" He laughs abit "Hey if you weren't an enemy, you would of felt my raith" "Enemy huh, but I like being your friend more, you use to call me an enemy all the time when we were kids" he smiles more "Oh yeah I remember that" I laugh and smile a bit as well, haven't felt this happy since before we went distant "So umm when we get off the bus want to walk to class with me since we have the same science class and stuff" "Oh um sure" I reply smiling. The bus stops time for the people to enter the kingdom of hell, people like to call Trident High School. Alec gets up and holds out his hand. I grab it and get pulled up into the ile, The group behind us gets up and starts to yell "Get your sorry fucking asses moving before I kick them through the emergency exit!" the girl yells, I sigh and start to walk off the bus Alec walks directly behind me as we make our way out of the carriage and into it all.