Chaos Of The Mind

Chapter 2 Blood,Tears And Memories

I walk to the gym and behind me was the same girl from the bus, I sigh noticing her from behind and keeping  My guard up. Having a small panic attack in my head figuring out she was one of Sapphires friends, with how Sapphire likes to talk, the girl probably hates me already "hey bitch, where you going" She says in a very low in growling voice, I take a gulp of my anxiety and keep walking ignoring her "Bitch I know you can fucking hear me, look at me when I speak to you!"

I started to walk a bit faster internally praying she wouldn't catch up, I was wrong, I heard the pitter pat of her sneakers trying to catch up on me. I internally cursed and started to run fast 'shit shit shit please get your ass beat today' I feel something heavy on my back and I fall "When I speak, you listen bitch! Do you understand" I feel my arms being pulled behind me as if I were being arrested but with more force and the feeling of one slowly popping, I feel like screaming but I can't the pain and the fear of her making it worse scrambles in my head "FUCKING ANSWER ME BITCH BEFORE I BREAK YOUR ARM" I swallow my fear "Shut the hell up and get off of me you fucking banshee whore" I feel a hand on my head and the floor go up and down with a sharp pain in my head, everything goes dark.

I wake up in the same field of darkness except one part it's not sunny nor is it dark, it's beautiful and covered in snow, it looks untouched. My legs start to move but my mind says stay I can't stop myself from moving, I just kept walking. I think of a time when it was snowing I was about 6 or 7 years old it was just me, mom and dad, we were laughing it was something that never stressed me out nor my mom it was so calm and beautiful, my parents were covered in snow and I was looking for sticks to put in the snow man, I remembered seeing light and something black, my father ran in front of me. He was gone just like that...No sign of him expect blood covered snow, I remember my mom running towards me and the blood covered snow. I seen tears in her eyes. I never saw my dad again. Realizing I zoned out I shake my head still walking towards the snow covered field. I stopped I saw my father's disembodied head after all these years laying there with no eyes or no body just....a head with grey lifeless eyes staring right at me, I wanted to throw up, I'm having that sane feeling from this morning and the science room, there right in front of me was the monster I saw once again smiling down at me smiling I don't know what to do, I kinda have some moment in my arms and legs I try to run but I was mistaken my mind won't let me run and my legs feel paralyzed, I can't move I can't do anything, it moves closer and picks my terrified body up "оиё ДGДїи ДfяДїd Дяёи'т уоц яДvёи, dои'т щояяу му dёДя уоця dёДтн щїll Ьё ₴lощ Диd pДїиfцl jц₴т lїкё уоця fДтнёя'₴ щД₴, Ьцт иощ ї₴и'т иот тнё яїGнт тїмё, уоц щїll киощ щнёи ї Cоиё ЬДCк то кїll уоц оиCё Диd fоя Дll яДvёи" He laughs in a animalistic voice, I can't feel my body anymore...everything is fading and once again I hear someone screaming my name, but it sounds male and familiar.
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Thank you for reading this awful story I think I am getting better but who knows ಥ_ಥ