Richelle's pov:
There he was standing right in front of me looking at me with those dazzling eyes and at that moment i knew that his eyes will never look at me like mine look at him, with so much spark and fireworks in them. When he looked at me they were just pale with no colour or sparks. "Richelle you ok, you haven't said anything about the duet"- that's it those words hit me, we never did have any conversations together, the only conversations were only about dance. "Yeah I'm fine what were you saying"- i said, but my mind flue back into the distance. It's weird to say, but his eyes had catched every other girls attention, but not mine. We have known eachother for years and too think that maybe in all of those years spend together, he would have seen all the signs i had given him, but no he never cared to looked a little closer and see what he was missing out on. Yes maybe i wasn't as pretty as some girls or as smart, talented and sure i can be a little harsh sometimes, but i can also be sweet and caring. After a few seconds i had to come back to reality. "Well i was thinking about doing more acro and tricks to make it more entertaining for people to watch"- the way his lips moved with every word he said, they way he moved his hands in the air when trying to describe how it will look like. "Sure whatever you want it's ok with me"- again i responded . "Are you sure your fine, you look a little warn out, we can practice another time if your no feeling good"-he said placing his hand on my shoulder, i took me a little time to process everything, but by the time that i did I pushed his hand off my shoulder."I told you I'm fine, why do you keep asking me things I don't want to asnwer"- i yelled so much, that i almost couldn't feel my lungs anymore."wow come down, I'm sorry. I just got a little worried that's all".
"Why do you keep saying that to me and to yourself that your worried about me and care about me when you don't. If you cared about me you would have seen how hurt i was, but you didn't and do you know why, because you never took the time to see in how much pain i was in. I had been crying my eyes out until they were so red and i had no more tears left in me. I had pushed my feelings aside and problems so you could be happy, but no more. I know you say you want to help, but the truth is that you don't. I see how you look at every girl and wait for them to be broken and then try to be prince charming for them. Well guess what Noah your not prince charming you never were to any of those girls, cause you didn't take enough time to hear every problem they had, you were just there for one problem and ran away when they needed you the most, you stayed for the little prombles, but left when the big ones came and they needed to be fixed. I needed you the most Noah, i needed my friend to help me through my dark times, but your weren't there. So to the asnwer of your question is no, I'm not ok.... See you tomorrow. Don't worry i will be ready to perform tomorrow. I signed and took off. I got in my car and started crying again, i guess i did have some tears left in me. When the last tear came out of my body i started the car and left for home. "Hey Richelle, i wanted to tell you dinner will be ready in an hour"- my mom had said, but i ignored her and was about ti go upstairs when she stopped me. "Have you been crying"- i swung my head saying no. But it was obvious i was. "That boy doesn't deserve you, i hope you know that"-i hugged her so tight she could almost lose air. When dinner was done i quickly went upstairs with no saying goodnight or any i love you's. I just got into my bed with pumping music in my ears and closed my eyes for just a few minutes. Time had gone by and i had fallen asleep. But i had been woken up from noises i hear ouside of my balcony window. I opened my eyes and yes they were still red. And who do i see ouside of my balcony, the one person who gave me so much pain, my heart couldn't keep it anymore. "Richelle open please, i need to talk to you"- it's amazing to see how i saw him at this moment, his eyes weren't bright anymore, no sparks or fireworks, just plane with no colour, just like he was seeing me. I opened the door, because i didn't want him to freeze to death. "Noah, i am seriously not in the mood to see you or talk to you". "It's ok, cause i will be doing most of the talking. Richelle all of those words that you said to me today were true. I wasn't there for you though your dark times and i should have been. But i wasn't. I was to busy doing stuff that didn't matter to me at all and I'm sorry for not being there. I always thought that you wanted to be alone"- he kept saying things that i already knew he would say. "Noah, just because i have a hard time connecting with people, doesn't mean i want to be alone. I want to have a person next to me, i want to feel a pair of hands hugging me tight when i need comfort, i had that once, but someone took it away from me".
"What do you mean you had someone who". "I had you, i had a best friend there for me and a had these two pair of hands to keep me warm when i was cold, i had your smile, your laugh, your beautiful words that always made me feel butterflies in my stomach, but now i only have me"- I looked at him and i could see the disappointment in his eyes, he was disappointed at himself and so was i. "Can you please go i can't let my parents know your here". Already out the balcony door, he turned around. "No I'm not leaving you again, I'm not going to let you hurt yourself, i know i had made many mistakes in our friendship, but i want to make it up to you to trust me again and I'll do anything. And bealive me when i say that i care, cause i do. I might not show often, but i will always care for you Richie, you matter to me so much. And losing you forever is something I can't let happen"- i couldn't belive myself there he was again being my prince charming, my Knight and shining armour. "Tell me this, what do you see in every girl besides me, what do they have that i don't". "They have nothing over you, cause your perfect. Perfect doesn't begin to cut it"- once again those eyes were dazzling again. He slowly started learning up to me and before i could say anything, i felt his lips on mine. Those once again soft lips. The kiss wasn't long, but it was as special as i always thought it would be. "Well i better get going, i don't want you to get in trouble with your parents"- he laughed. "Would you like to stay a couple more minutes, i have a hard time sleeping"- he nodded and the both of us got in my bed. We were facing back to back, until suddenly i felt to pair of hands around me, he pushed me closer to his chest. Making me feel those butterflies in my stomach again. Few moments later we were both fast asleep. And for the first time i felt safe, knowing that there is a person laying next to me keeping me warm from all of the cold in this world.
(I know this isn't with a song, but this is one of my first one shots it flopped, but i like it so it think i will let it stay published)
