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Chapter 7:H

YOUR CHOICE

h) Go home

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"U-um can I please go home" I asked Jungkook and he nodded. I leaned forward and told the driver my address, he nodded and immediately began driveing to the destination.

The whole ride was silent, I was so shocked at what he told me before. Was he serious? Can I be sure that his love is genuine? I'm not to sure, so I've settled to ask mum when I get home.

I felt bad thought that I didn't reply to him straight away, although I hope he understands that I'm not sure about my feelings yet and I need to confirm them properly.

"Thank you" I said to the driver as I paid him the amount required. I turned to the boy sitting inside the vehicle and gave a slight smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow" I said and he nodded, I waved goodbye and walked inside my house. To my surprise, my mum was waiting for me in the kitchen.

Ah, I forgot to tell her I was going out.

She gave me a stern look and crossed her arms.

"Why are you late?" She firmly asked me as her gaze stayed on me. I wasn't fazed, in fact, I was still shocked. I couldn't bother fighting back.

"I'm sorry, I went out with a friend after school" I honestly replied.

"Who?"

"Jungkook" I sighed upon saying his name. Right now, I'm feeling things that I've never felt before. I am honestly so confused.

"I need your help, mum" I said as I paced up to her and leaned my cheek on her shoulder. Immediately, she dropped her arms and rubbed my back, probably because this was the first time I've acted like this in a while.

"Oh, Miso what's wrong?" She asked me in a concerned tone. She showed a surprisingly quick change in her mood.

"Was appa the first guy you ever dated?" I looked up and asked her. She seemed a bit flustered at my question and sighed.

"Have you eaten?" She asked me and I replied with a nod.

"Come, let's sit down" She suggested as she leaded me to the living room and plopped me down on the couch, I grabbed a nearby pillow and held it close to my chest, cuddling myself into it.

"Why did you ask me that question?" She asked, she spoke in a serious tone. I've never seen my mum be this serious before, she was either really happy or really mad, there was no in between.

"While I was out, Jungkook asked me to be his girlfriend and I'm not too sure if I should or not" I told my mum everything, there was no point on lying. I still can't believe I'm doing this.

"Wow. Yes, your dad was my first and when I was dating him, I hid it from my parents. Then when I told them I was engaged, they were not happy" I chuckled a bit at her reply.

"But what do you honestly think of him. Really think and ask yourself, Do I want to spend the rest of my life with this man?" Okay mum was going pretty deep, 0 to 100 real quick.

But I sat there in silence, staring at the ground. I tried to think about any memories that I made with him. But I only met him once before this.

"Oma, can I please go to the park?" I begged my mum. It wasn't even that far.

"Ok fine, but you have to be back by 5 okay?" She said to me and I nodded quickly. I grabbed my school bag and began making my way to the park.

While I was walking I couldn't help but hum a tune. My favourite song at that time was heartbreaker by Gdragon, he was my favourite artist too. I skipped along the sidewalk until I eventually reached my destination.