Janiel [Old Version]

A/n

This is a way more serious chapter. Uh.

Well my depression has gotten really bad.

My mom (who I don't live with) is against trans so she won't sign the papers for my testastarogs.

I was held back from becoming a senior in high school last year so I have to graduate this year but studying is taking a lot of my time. If I don't pass math and LA with at least Cs then I'm not gonna pass and be held back again.

Last night at 11 my boyfriend had his friend Steve text me telling me he wanted to break up. Because he was to scared to do it himself and in person.

And it's Fucking horrible timing, my birthdays in two weeks.

My aunt is staying at my house and she just learned I'm trans and keeps calling me female pronouns.

And I'm forced to see my ex everyday because even though he is younger than me, we are in the same school year and have the same science and LA.

But I'm gonna continue updating so if they take longer times like 2 weeks, I will always be coming back to this. Just bear with me please. I have a chapter halfway finished and I'm gonna finish and edit it but my mental health and school make me exhausted by like. 5 pm.

I doubt any of this really matters but just so you guys don't think I've abandoned the book I thought you should know.

Bye babes