Hidden Pain (Nalu Fanfic) Discontinued

Chapter 5

🛑🛑🛑//9-15-19// !!!!!!Warning!!!!!!!!!⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

I am re writing this chapter in some parts and editing some other.. and I have decided to be a bit more descriptive with what happens to Lucy. ⚠️⚠️🛑🛑If you are Triggered by the rape and  sexual abuse please skip that part of the chapter. -Drina🌺

Everything seems to still not make any sense. 

I tried to be nice.

I tried my best to do what was right. 

I couldn't leave them like that, they were so hurt and in pain. I couldn't put them through that. I know what that was like, to almost die in a situation like that.

It's not a situation you want to die in. I couldn't let them die, not after they dealt with me and my problems. 

Erick picks me off the floor and tosses me on the bed once again. He reaches to my hand and digs his fingers into the cuts on my wrists. I flinch unintentionally and he seems to notice. 

"What is this?" He questions as he rolls my sleeves up and smirks as he takes the bandages off. He begins to laugh in my face, as if I didn't already know I'm pathetic. 

He laughs, it's all he can do. I know that there's nothing I can do to make him stop. He grabs his gun and puts it up against my side, he makes me look at him in the eye. A smirk on his face as he pulls the trigger. I stand there with a bullet in my left side and he seems mad. 

"The least you could do is scream," he yells out as he pistol whips me. 

I wake up, my head hurts like a bitch. I see clearly for a few seconds before my head is being slammed on a wall. I let out a pained yelp as Erick tugs on my hair so he can slam my head against the wall once again. 

🛑⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️🛑                                                                                                                                              Skip to the ☀️🌸 for non triggering reading.

"You're useless! You've been here unconscious for two days and they haven't even began searching for you." He takes a dagger and stabs my right thigh. I look down and see cuts everywhere. Cuts I didn't have before I got knocked out. I also realize I'm wearing a different dress, this is a strawberry pink dress with a very low scoop neckline. There's a slight burning in my thighs as I try to stand up. He smirks as he takes the dagger out of my thigh and he pulls me closer towards him. My inner thighs hurt too... I can feel the pain going up higher up on my inner thigh... 

"You are truly a pathetic whore. You have no idea how much anger I want to take out on you while you're awake. You hide your emotions pretty well, but there's only so much your little fragile mind can take," His voice is laced with venom. I know where this will end. No... It won't end... I look down at my thighs.. there's dry blood on it and some other stains on my inner thighs.. It already happened, I didn't even realize it... but now.. I'm awake..

His hand makes it's way to my thigh, right by the hem of my dress. I try to move away but he won't let me move. He turns me around and slams my body to the wall, I can feel my chest pressing against the wall. I feel his hand traveling up my thigh again.. it moves to grab my ass and I feel his other hand on my neck. Me moves my legs apart as he keeps his body pressed against mine. I can feel him grinding on me, I feel him trying to pull his pants down. 

"You're so fucking pathetic. I thought you were good when you came over all those times, I was curious as to why you never let me fuck you. I'm glad I waited until now. You're so tight, it feels amazing."