Nobody understands
The pain of knowing
That someone you trusted and loved
Never loved you to begin with
Nobody understands
That some days
I want to be alone
Alone with my mind
Nobody understands
That I want to forgive
I want to forget
And I want it to go back to old times
Nobody understands
The ache in my chest
The tears spilled for the wrong people
Or the sleepless nights
Nobody understands
Why I still love him
Why I forgive him
But I do.
Nobody understands
That I'm a human
I have emotions
And I can be hurt
Nobody understands
Why I obsess
Over small things
Like music
Nobody understands
Why I will sing a song
Quietly in my room
Door closed so nobody can hear
Nobody understands
Why some things
Can make me cry
For hours on end
Nobody understands
The torture in my existence
My emptiness
My brokenness
Nobody understands
That I write these poems
As emotion dumps
And don't want to talk
Nobody understands
That "tired"
Isn't because of no sleep
It's because of the voices in my head
Nobody understands
Why I stay awake until dawn
Then wake up late
Because I don't want to face my life
Nobody understands
Any part of me
Nobody understands
Anything at all
