i know i should be over him now, but i was just laying in bed thinking and i realized i couldn't remember the sound of his voice anymore and now i'm crying.
god, i need things to distract me from all this. like i want to escape to a different school because next to nobody knows we aren't "a thing" anymore so the canada references and shit like that tear me apart but i can't tell anyone else and-
i should just sleep.
but i still see him in my dreams (not in that way you nasty fucks) and just-
ugh i can't even escape to sleep anymore
music is no help
i can't write
i don't want to read
so what the fuck to i do
god, this motherfucker is gonna spring into my mind every once in awhile, huh?
reason number 4 why i don't want a relationship: the aftermath.
shit, i'mma try and get some sleep or something. idk. it's probably gonna be another night of me up til 6am
