Sweet Treat Sweet Dreams

Not in the right body

~Chris's Side Story~

I was never a true male I never was it was tuff to transition from male to female while in high school. People will start to notice you changing but who cares what they think!? I care..... I care a lot actually I'm supposed to be the golden child the one who is supposed to be greater then my older sibling who I am jealous of but I still love him why wouldn't I he is more like a parent to me then our actual parents, but I can't help but feel jealous of him. He was born in the body he wanted has a beautiful wife and 2 wonderful kids who I'm glad to call my niece and nephew, but why did I have to be the complete opposite of him. When I first started high school I was still a female my name was Christine my hair was already short and I have been waiting for my binder to come in so I can start wearing it I was born into a very rich family which ment I could actually buy what I need to change to a male. I was the most happiest person after I got my binder I finally had the confidence to say my new name 'Chris' I've always loved that name I loved being in a body that I'm happy with, but....... there always has to be someone to take another happiness away. I was walking to my next class no one else was in the hallway suddenly I was slammed into the lockers my arms held on the top of my head pain rushing through my body, I open my grey eyes which meet with lavender eyes I knew who this was it was a boy named Travis he was always after me even before I became male. His face was so close to mine I could feel his breathe he smelled like smoke which I was used to almost everyone here smoked guess it was just to relive themselves but why would I care anyways. He removes one hand and held my wrists with the other, I was terrified for what he was going to do to me I didn't want to get hurt but I can't scream for help or else I would get even more hurt the next day, he slowly puts his hand under my shirt slowly going up, this felt terrible I squirm around trying to break free tears staring to fall down my face "N-No! Please don't do this! I-I don't want this!" I yelled "Who said you had a choice" he hissed his hand now touching my binder "You know I don't understand why'd you change you change yourself into a guy if you were a pretty cute girl back then" I couldn't take this anymore my eyes blurry due to tears my body limp and lifeless. He removed his hand out of my shirt as he leans next to my ear "But you know no matter what you do you'll always be a girl no matter what" those words were like knives carving into my heart I put my head down not looking at him tears now pouring down my face like rain "I hate you I hate you with everything I have let me go let me go now I hate and I always will" I say in my head not strong enough to say out loud. "Hey what are you two doing!?" I hear a man yell I quickly turn my face to see the man "Please help me!" I scream, suddenly I felt a pain in my stomach as I hear Travis running away I fall to my knees holding my stomach the man ran up to me turns out it wasn't even a man it was a student he didn't look quite normal to me he had orange hair like mine but with red dots here and there he had a hat that covered most of the top of his head and what looked to be like a screen on his face but he still had eyes he also had what seemed like a tag on his ear that said "S6" I wondered what that may have meant but couldn't rap my head around it. "A-Are you alright?" The boy asks he seemed worried "Y-Yea I'm fine its just that my stomach really hurts now" "Well no kidding that was quite a punch he gave you after all, do you need to go to the nurse?" "No no I'm fine thank you" he stood up and stuck out his hand which I grabbed and got pulled up "Hey you know its almost the end of the day do you maybe wanna hang out with me and another friend of mine?" I smile "Yea sure sounds like fun" He seemed very happy that I said yes "Well what are we waiting for lets go!" He said excitedly grabbing my wrist as we speed walk to the door, I chuckle "Maybe it won't be as bad as I thought."
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